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Friday, July 30, 2004

grwar. crescent's putting up a facade yet again. barrhh. made me scrub the tables like mad coz sooo many pple graffitied it. great larh. i swear im gg to kill whoever i see graffiting tables from now on. and the tables loses colour easily. yucks. felt so grossed out scrubbing it. lovely azlin, decked out in bright yellow but not reflecting her mood, forced me to scrub a 2ND time. yux. but the councillor supervising was nice! cool. i think she's sec3. indian i think. very petite. so cute larhh! she even helped me scrubbed, and said at the end, "maybe bringing brown paint around from now on is a good idea." XD xuemin, sally n me decided we love her. self studied and i actually got one trigo qns! whee! so exciting.

Rei bboyed at 21:23

Thursday, July 29, 2004

received goon's love letter for me. so sweet. she told me to meet her after school for 3 days outside g.o so that she can seduced me with her pretty face, pretty eyes, pretty hair n pretty body. but so sad i had to reject her. i got art today till 5 n mock test till 4.30 tmr.

utterly slack day today. only had english lessons. the rest were all free periods. sat at study pavillion there n rotted. tong came! so exciting! hahaha then today was supposed to be a short day... but tricia just had to put art on thurs. slogged through the 3 1/2 hrs of art. how tiring can that be man!! i actually fell asleep halfway doing my batik. susan tan came n went. apparently, she ate something wrong n vomitted. -_____________-" aida came too! hahaha like all the art girls appearing. n my batik is all screwed up. so irritated, i know suzie was nice to try to motivate me to put more effort into my batik, but she didnt had to draw it all wrong right? -sighs- now i have to redraw. eyes seeing dots, lines n leaves now. &^%*&^#*(&^(*&^ lucky my dad came n drove me home. if not i sure fall asleep on the bus AGAIN n go ghim moh. happen 3 times lerh!!! &%(&^%))(*^%

hmm, i didnt realise that situation was so complicated, everything is so inter-connected. and it all happened coz of 3 persons' problems. how stupid can everything get? i guess i have to be thankful to God that among us, things are great. at LEAST we are not killing each other.

oh yea. finally got the listers' numbers. im 3! whee~! so sad no 13. i like 13!

Rei bboyed at 20:26

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

rewatched volcano high with 3 listers. my love is renewed for 장혁!!!! grr. cute piece of candy.

i seriously can't wait for next friday! it's getting exciting day by day. hurry up!!!

and im so happy that xy counted for leah and its good! in fact, she says leah is a great person to be with n very reliable! wahahha i really cant wait to meet her in korea!

oh yea! i finally got fax machine! whee!!! so fun~!

Rei bboyed at 18:27

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

goon li hua just introduced a new rule. anybody who are caught with their shirts tucked out have to sew velcro on their shirt n skirt n looked like a friggin nerd. so much creativity juice running inside her. that time she even came up with this punishment for pple to dig the garden for her grave. wow.

then xuemin n me had to sit outside staff room for that big shot to come. waited for almost one whole period for our biggest star. jaclyn, calista, stephanie chai and this sec 1 girl was waiting for the velcro to sew. i totally pity them. i think if i were the one caught n forced to sew velcro, i would have immediately quit school. finally, big shot with bad hair, wrinkles n flat nose appeared. said i commited a serious offence by taking school property (which is a ribbon. RIBBON. like wow.) and it's considered vandalising AND stealing. -__________-" a ribbon. seriously, how stupid can the school get? then big shot with cow's figure told me that parents would be informed and they have to come down to talk to her. how lame? i mean like, the conversation would be, "hie daddy, i got into trouble in school. my discipline mistress wanna see you coz i took a ribbon. oh yea, im suspended coz of taking that ribbon too." like huh?! then she said i commited 2 serious offences. the other was the cheating in eng mock test. whatever. sane pple would have agreed that i dont need to cheat to score in english. but of course, bigshot is mentally unstable, having send me up to sit outside g.o for 2 periods then sending me back to class without even saying anything. totally waste my time. and actually, come to think of it, the ribbon wasnt even found in my possesion. so how can they be so sure that it's me who took it? can't pple frame me? erbx. maybe it was bigshot's birthday today, needed some birthday presents.

peihan was funny too. while i was sitting outside g.o, peihan n huiching was there coz they were suspended. then peihan's mom came n she was supposed to see bigshot. then bigshot came n said, "please come inside the g.o." so she disappeared inside. then peihan's mom was like saying "tell her what??" "tell her to go n die." hahahhaha XD she's so hilarious.

and my mom just threw away my bread for tmr morning coz she thought my brother forgotten to throw away our dinner. great. i have to eat cornflakes tmr morning. which means i have to wake up early. T_T

Rei bboyed at 21:18

Monday, July 26, 2004

what a perfect example of monday blues.

firstly, dear azlin came back with a vengeance. made us stand for like 20 mins while asking who ate in class. of course nobody admitted. then she started threatening the whole class with punishments n bla. fine. she said there were 4 wrappers. one of them is mine. but the other 3 idiots didnt wanna stand out n say. fine. i took the rap for everything. i told her all 4 wrappers are mine. mineminemine. happy? damn those 3. or 2, or 1. whateva. but it was quite heart-warming to see yahui n sally admitting to eating after i spoke up. but they threw their wrappers outside class. quite touched by it. T_T anyways, all i got was a bloody demerit point. one. like who bothers. after all, its not as if i nv had any b4. thanks to conscientious teachers in our school.

secondly, as if im not bummed out enough by the loong day n humid heat, the stupid ribbon which xuemin n me took were amazingly 'discovered' by heng's acute sense of justice. wow. i didnt know how heng could see through tables n see stars n even know i took the ribbons! wow. so she searched my bag for incriminating evidence. whadda heck did you wanna see? 'i stole the speech day's ribbon today!' written on a paper? you had no fucking right to invade my privacy, and you didnt even fucking asked me. and you're too dumb n blind to know anything like this, so im guessing somebody, or somebodys told you. which, of course, would be our class. thanks so much. i needed all the trouble. so most probably, there would be ANOTHER suspension for xuemin n me. and goh ailin, i nv knew you were so screwed up. i do NOT, in any way, am scared of your puny height n your supposedly 'badder-than-ass' attitude. you are shorter than me, dwarf. there's no point in flaring up n trying to scare me into cowardice. 5 years of crescent taught me lots. that fucking teachers like you deserves no respect. of all my 11 years of education, i've only met 3, ONLY 3, teachers who deserved to be called teachers, moulders of future. well then, welcome to the crappyfied teachersville. population: you, and the whole of shit-stuffed people who go by the name teachers. i may not be swimming-in-money kind of rich girl, but i swear when i make it, im gonna mock all of you when i stare down from the wall, smirking at your shocked faces. of course, when i graduate, the golden rule of crescent will forever be imbedded inside me - judge one by their appearance, and treat them with filth once you deduce they are the rotten apples. thanks so much for the guidance. when evelyn norris dies, she will be flipping in her grave so many times that there's no point burying her.

Rei bboyed at 20:28

Sunday, July 25, 2004

went for auditions y'day with lumpy, ongyan, bel, kei n vie.and it was great! hahaha i didnt expected it to be so relaxing. akira let us practised so many times n even gave us like half an hour to get formations. totally cool. though in the end, we had no space coz akira forced us to squeeze together. hahaha so our formation all turned out like crap. hahaha

went bugis to rest. chevie went off and isabel n lumpy wanted to go bugis village. lala n me were too tired to walk more so we rested at mos while ongyan went off with them. listened to pm and lala's 'familiar song'. hahaha bought the strawberry thing coz it looked nice. and it was nice! :D yumm. chevie came back after awhile coz she was late for the school meeting so might as well dont go. went down for arcade, but dunno why i wasnt in the mood for wc. walked ard n see stupid games being played by aunties.

went off for kuay peng and while crossing the road, i saw this person walked by me n i was like..."eh!! aiqing!" hahaha she's so cute. walked in front of me to get my attn instead of calling my name. was so surprised to see her, turns out she was buying food for the steamboat ltr that day with karen, who cut her hair. i have no idea why but she reminds me of sani. talked to them for awhile before they left for aiqing's house. lumpy went off, so only left 5 of us. then after kuay peng, ongyan n lala left. so the 3 of us shopped the edge, which was ok larh. not so bad.

left at ard 6 plus to outram with chevie to meet jayce. then in the mrt, so malu!!! there was 3 seats empty after 3 pple left at some stop. so we went there n wanted to seat. but 2 other pple also went there. so we were like err.. you seat. so we went back to standing. but the 2 pple also went away. hahahahhaah bloody funny. in the end, this couple sat there.

met jayce in the sister's friend's car with her friend named... haha, i didnt catch her name. saw aiqing's sis, aiping, they looked quite alike! hahaha same age as me and she likes hyesung n baekyoung! wahahhaa so similar. i got a heart attack when i saw aiping's room. so many shinhwa posters! and she got the wild photo album. omg. see so many half-naked men. esp hyesung. -nose bleed- karen brought shinhwa's first photo album and dongwan looked so pretty! omg. ate yummy steamboat with yummy ah chu's curry! yumyum. the sotong was really spicy though. i was tearing after just one bite. ate 3 bowls of rice. it was that nice! either that, or i was hungry after all the dancing. and aiqing was so nice to give chevie n me all her posters! whee! i got shinhwa posters! so rare can! even karen gave me one jaewon's photo. whee! staggered home with a huge pile of posters... yayy. im a happy kid.

Rei bboyed at 14:34

Friday, July 23, 2004

whee!! hweelin gave me the pizzas today for catching that 8 steps of dance at first look!! but i totally forgotten to give andrea larh. no wonder got so many extras... then went tdp with yazzie, annie, nutella, hari, liyun n yahui. i got 2 new friends! annie n nutella! hahahaha saw siying with her bro... they dont look like each other? XD siying is cuter. went shopping with hari n saw this shop playing mnet! omg. was so excited! i decided that shop rox. and saw this chio pair of jeans by wutang! im getting it.

chunjo 천조 tianzhu ** such a nice name.

Rei bboyed at 22:25

i have to get this off my chest.

you are not the person i once knew. you werent like that last year. why break everybody's hearts. stop acting cool, stop acting like the whole world fears you. they dont, you cowardly piece of chicken. dont expect us to be nice to you when you are mean to us. you dont have to backstab, there's such thing call talking face-to-face, there, more words for your limited vocab. act big? who cares. no one likes your screwed up attitude more than me. own the world? like real. your long neck is getting tired from cramming up with the clouds in the sky. one day, dont wake up with a crash on floor. your dream is crumbling ard you and you dont even realise. those supposedly 'cool' people are nv gg to be there with you anymore. watcha goin' to do? bury your head in a hole? too late. land has cleared, sun has set, and you will be standing at the side alone, looking forward onto your cursed life.

Rei bboyed at 22:09

Thursday, July 22, 2004

went airport and it was so fun! i was acting some president while standing on the trolley while wendy pushed me n hari walked beside her. so i started waving and saying "forward, my loyal subjects!" ahahha XD pushed sally ard and worked out. hahha was so breathless after a few rounds. im weak! oh no. then ate bk and read some books. such nice time i whiled there. and we are officially the listers. im 3! no one's taking my number...

Rei bboyed at 18:20

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

eh, my hair is turning kork. its actually turning some sorta brown. weird.

and i totally wasted my breath begging xy to let me see her powerful auntie. turns out after her aunt saw my birthdate, she started laughing. apparently, she said i have psychic powers which i will develop strongly ltr, just like her, and that i can sort of know pple's character just by looking at them? whee. her aunt even said she's honoured abt meeting me this friday! yayy i wanna know abt my past life. so interesting! xy said i was a monk/scholar... but like abit farfetched? hahaha and of course, xy was like laughing like crazy when her aunt said i got powers. nnl. i know it sounds lame too. hahhaha

Rei bboyed at 18:36

Monday, July 19, 2004

i didnt realise till today that everybody, especially you, are special to me. you all made me who i am, what i am today. im grateful for that. thanks for looking past my imperfection n holding my hand to guide me back to the proper road i should be going. and you, i wanna say you are very special to me too. i cried so many times in the public (thanks arh.) when you told me the bad news. must everything go like this? i dont care, im going to defy fate. how can i be your past? im your past, present and future. i will be there for you even if you dont need me. and how can i ever forget the kindness you showed me all these years? the generosity, the care... i will never let you forget me.

lala came to my hse. wahaha spyed on my kids n her kids. wahaha. we were so jidong can. i hope i can go ngee ann and start clubs! wahaha im mad.

Rei bboyed at 20:45

Sunday, July 18, 2004

You belong in the world of the laid-back, blue-sky lovers.

You belong on a lazy-day beach or anywhere where
you can set up a relaxing bench or chair and
watch the world go by. You don't want to make
any changes, watching is enough to make you
content. The blue of the sky and the light of
day beat into your soul and you drift into the
world and around without harming anything or
making any ripples in the fabric of humanity.
Enjoy your peace, few have it, though few would
want it at the cost.

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Rei bboyed at 14:26

Saturday, July 17, 2004

went 노래방 yesterday with karen, christina, aiqing, hanying, jayce, berlinda, jamie, minjung and chevie. wahaha it was a totally cool place. theres even those tramboline that will light up when you hit it? hahaha and there was so many 신화 songs! wahahaha! i was giddy with glee. everytime spot the words '신화', i go mad! wahahaa and they even had 박지윤 '난 남자야'! hahaha sang that too. and they had 하리수 too! whee! sang her 'cheeky song'. surprisingly, it was easy to sing, even though i nv heard of that song or even see the lyrics b4. jamie n minjung had such power voices man, they can hit the high pitch! wow. i was so amazed. then berlinda like dont wanna go solo.. so when we tried to mute our voices to bsb, she was like 'oei.' hahaha so cute. then all the songs minjung sang were so cute!!!! i shld ask her to teach me one day. hahaha of course, christina kept singing clickb. and dunno who played boa! yux. i ran out of the room. and then stupid karen didnt wanna sing ring my bell. bahhh. then on the way home, she even asked me to learn that song so that can sing with her? hahaha so cute. had so much fun till 12. then jayce sent me home, such a sweet girl! the bill came up to 108, which when spilt, each person only paid 12! wow. im gg there again!

Rei bboyed at 12:10

Friday, July 16, 2004

went for appt and doc said i got mild ADD. so its good. but he say my attn span really cannot make it. aiyarh. and he was like saying, "i heard you dance really good!" i was totally caught off-gaurd. i was like huh?!?! how u know i dance? then my stupid doc gave me this secretive smile.. and said, "your teachers." woah. that threw me off. turned out that teachers wrote a report on me n sent to him for him to know more abt me.. then when i asked to see it, he said its confidential but he can tell me.. -_______-" isnt it the same as letting me see? hahaha so cute. then he said what "eh, you also like some korean pop grp." it made me wonder who wrote that. my doc said the report was quite positive.. i was wondering whether he got the right sch. so weird. who wrote the positive ones? i think i shld go bug the teachers..

its scaring me. the result is scaring me, and she is scaring me. i've never felt so helpless with fear.

Rei bboyed at 15:50

aiyarh. my memory kork. i thought today's appt was at 9, so i stayed at home to sleep more then after gg for my appt, i can go sch. but turns out my appt is at 2. so im at home now... unintentionally ponning sch for 1 day. yayy.

XD and i got the 'classic kick in a beat'! wahahahaha XD im a happy girl.

and im glad you're the light in pple's darkness! hahahaha you know who you are. hahaha and we are all happy pple yarr? life's great with you! maybe i knew you b4.. maybe even closely related to.. which is good! one of the very few whom i will be with till the day then sun sets and i'll never get to see it rise. :)

Rei bboyed at 12:59

Thursday, July 15, 2004

whee! im so happy. karen yap said i look like a cross btwn korean n jap, but more on krn side! wahahaha even tricia goh agreed, though she said taiwan at first. -_____-" still, im a happy girl! wahahaha

Rei bboyed at 19:31

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

went home halfway today. whee. got a good rest. got my fortune read by, err, let's call her xy since she dont want pple to know who is she. overall, its quite good larh. so im happy. i'll be migrating! yeaa! she said it'll be an asian country.. i hope its korea. i love korea. my hometown. overall, every of my friends are quite good. so far only one is quite bad. but xy said there is a chance she might change for the better... i dunno. yeaa.

lala came my hse to study and we practise our dance. we agreed that we looked crappy in the hats. hahahha and supahiro is cute! hahaha ykwim.

and i forgot to mention that clara thinks i look like her friend back in korea!!! so what does that make me? a full-korean. yeaa! hahahaha everybody at sfms was saying i totally look like. whee!

and yupp. i met my hunky security guard for 3 days in a row. wahahhaha lala said he dont look shuai. hmm. he's just hunky larh. why is he here at my condo man. he should like go join modelling agency. XD

Rei bboyed at 21:26

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

oh, n i met the hunky security guard for 2 days in a row lerh. aiqing must be jealous of me. hahaha XD

Rei bboyed at 21:20

whee. went to st francis after school with andrea, xuemin, sally and hari. at first i felt like damn ps to walk into the sch coz like im wearing a crescent uni. but pasu was damn nice. pulled me into the canteen when i didnt even dare to go outta bookshop. haha finally saw jingwen. hahaha he looked different from friendster. hahaha

went to liquid cafe with jingwen n pasu where i was force by pasu to drink root beer. drank so slowly larh, she finished 2 bottles, im like only gg to finish my one bottle. -__________-" went back to st francis and ate some spicy fried rice with the rest.. damn nice. saw kx whom jingwen said was pretty. he's ok, i think? looks effeminate. hahaha then mayyee came out n i was so scared she would do something to andrea. in the end, she hugged her?! eh, i was like -_________-" make me worry for nothing.

wanted to go town with pasu n jingwen n his friends.. but met aj while gg out. then he made us go drink beer at liquids cafe. heineken was so bitter. i couldnt take it. clara, this korean girl, was also there. made friends with her n talked to her.. tried to use my limited korean on her.. and she understood! in fact, she was so happy that i know how to speak. ahahaha talked so many crap. talked abt shinhwa, then, of course, 꽃미남s. whee. then aj said im pretty in korean. so he said i must give him a compliment back. so i just err.. 꽃미남? wahahha. clara laughed like crazy n fake vomitted. she's so cute. then nicholas was there too, some indian guy whom i nv caught the name, and another indian named, err, garesh? dunno. and a phillippino named justin. wah. head flooding with new names. i think they are damn nice pple.. esp that aj. very friendly. yepp. but he smokes. aayaa. poor thing. i even broke his cigarette. hahaaha he continued to smoke. T.T pasu even dared him to drink this whole mug of tiger beer. in the end, he lost. then he now has to be best friends with this girl whom he hates? then i got abit high drinking heineken coz i couldnt take it anymore n drank all which was left in one gulp. grew red after that and when i laughed, i felt my whole face cooking. wahahha when we all were leaving, aj was even saying like come sfms more often! hahaha yepp! think i'll be visiting often.. whee~

Rei bboyed at 20:11

Monday, July 12, 2004

im totally so amazed. i just realised this friend whom i knew for a looong time actually seen yoshi b4 n break with him b4? wahaha. im jealous. but he stupidly nv talked to him. T.T his friends did though, and i suspect one of his friends is from norbin's crew (suddenly brain block, forgot the crew name.) how lucky can he get? then he was still there telling me "i know this jap who breakdance.... called.. yo.. yoko? err yono?" then i was like omg. yoshi?! then he was like yeaa! yoshi! he actually forgot his name. hahaha mad liao. lucky shit, yet he gave up breaking coz he's too lazy. grr.

Rei bboyed at 20:49

sick. went sch n came back home. grr. i hate being sick. therefore, i am in a foul mood. i wanna complain. ok, this reminds of the fat minah whose waist wobbles while she strutted with her fake str8 hair.

yadayada. sick n tired of youyouyou. call me paranoid or whatever shit, but stop acting superior than me? you may have been gifted with a certain quality, but your inside spoils it all. those black dripping heart full of menace. go away. as far as possible. im sorry i staked so much blood in this whole thing. i dont wanna see your face, and i dont need to.

yadayada. another complain. your attitude sucks. i thought it was over, guess not. i hate the 2 of you for making feel like this. i shld stop complaining. losing someting would hurt, but one must know there are better things one owns, if one looks hard enough.

Rei bboyed at 11:34

Sunday, July 11, 2004

met joanne at raffles yesterday managed to break for awhile b4 this fat, rebonded hair minah in purple shirt swaggered to us and announced to stop what we are doing n get out. erbx. fine. we went off for awhile b4 coming back again. but we didnt even do anything this time round. but that minah, with all the fats of a cow rolling inside her, just couldnt stand seeing our slender n thin bodies n pretty faces with naturally straight hair that she threatened to call the police. yarr, just for sitting there. whatever. went bk n sat there to eat. started making lame jokes abt that fat minah. laughed like mad. and i came up with a new nemesis against spiderman - ninjaman. XD

went sw after that. sani taught new footwork, i think its quite nice! but the threading part was difficult? i keep tripping over myself n i couldnt stand up. and for some reason, when i stand up, i'll be like banging against the wall. either i flew to there when i doing my footwork, or the wall advanced on me. then sani keep forgetting his beats, confusing himself n us. coz he forgot, he came up with new footwork. -_______-" that lame guy. hahhaa then keep teaching us this ending freeze which everybody had difficulty doing then he changed, which also was difficult... so he couldnt take it. told us to do whatever freeze we wanna end. hahaha then after class, we were really the last to leave sw coz we were waiting for joanne. then dunno why benjamin was the last too. so we chatted for awhile. realised he's like a carbon copy of my brother.

benjamin- higher mother tongue. brother- higher mother tongue
benjamin- triple science brother- triple science
benjamin- handstand power brother- handstand power
and lastly, he gives me the feeling of my brother when i talk to him. yeaa.

went douby n waited for la n lu. took alot of lame pics with those children machines where they move one? yeaa. totally so act cute. ahahha then couldnt wait anymore so we pasta n eat first. waited again at auntie anne b4 gg to zone x where we met lala. played percussion freak with vie which is totally lame coz we played beginner n it was very slow. ahahhaha then cheong to ddr, which we sucked larh huh. felt so spastic there looking at the arrows n thinking where shld my leg go. felt like a robot. normal dance is nicer! hahaha then played time crisis 2 with lala. woot. i miss time crisis. joanne left at abt 9 plus while we left ard 10. got home so late, my mom was shooting daggers at me. dieded.

Rei bboyed at 11:03

Saturday, July 10, 2004

hari gave me shinhwa winter story!!!! how sweet can she get?! -hugs- yeaa! i got winter story! after like how many years...

maths mock test wasnt so bad too. i could do alot of qns! whee! im a happy girl.

Rei bboyed at 11:13

Friday, July 09, 2004

Well your Happy, yes thats right your so happy, so
pretty and witty and if i go on any more i will
have to pay for the rights of this song so,
great jop your one of the lucky ones.

What Emotion Dominates you?
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whee~ happy happy day! happy happy girl! whee~

Rei bboyed at 21:58

met vie after sch to buy hats. managed to get them at $12.. which was still quite ex. blahh. we were hoping to get it at 10. hmph. then went down level one and got xxl chicken. and saw this pretty guy! so gorgeous... but, his voice is like he's having constipation. ahahaha totally ruined his image larh. and i think he's taiwanese. yeaa. bought another pack of xxl. i totally love it so much. rushed off to kino with vie and quickly ran off for tuition.

and i met chengsiew! woot! i was totally 0_0! she was also like "jingwen!!!!" ahaha so shocked to see her.. chatted with her for awhile b4 gg in the room. actually i didnt dare to knock on the door coz i was late.. then she was like aiyar! mdm sim very nice one. so i knocked n opened the door, apologised, n sat down. then chengsiew appeared in the door. "wahlao! open must close the door!" totally so malu. and the tuition was just -__________-" i actually fell asleep. and i didnt know anything that was gg on. blahhh. only knew the profits thing and then, blanked out. haix. im hopeless in maths.

Happy Birthday to My Dad!!!
생일축하합니다!
생일축하합니다!
사랑하는 아빠,
생일축하합니다!

Rei bboyed at 21:18

Thursday, July 08, 2004

whee! my parents went grocery shopping and bought home loads and loads of food!!!! including one whole big bag of 한국식품(krn food)!! how lucky can i get?! it's all mine! whee!

signed up for tuition too. T.T im officially starting tuition at caraven(clementi) tmr. T.T im so not the tuition material type of pple...

Rei bboyed at 20:43

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

oral was quite easy!!! whee~ i was so panic there, thinking it would be like super difficult. lucky passage no difficult words n conversation was easy! ahahaha lied my way through. whee~ conver 1 was on the 5 caucasians xiangsheng one larh. then i crap say what they very lihai blabla, when even normal singaporeans cant make it, and we are chn. then sub qn was whether chn was difficult. then of course i said no. then crap what ancestors from china so must learn the language. we are chn, and while we might grow up in an english-speaking home, we must still put in our effort to learn chn blabla. raved abt china n chinese. i think that teacher from china must be damn happy. then second conver was on housework. crap say what i got do, then share the work with my brother when actually we are the ones lazing ard the house. sub qn for that was whether we should do the housework instead of our parents. started saying like im a angel like that. parents work all day n come home so late, how can they have the energy to even vacuum the floor, cook for us? blabla. then that teacher was happy too. wahahha im happy

and today, both sally n hari asked me the same qn. "did you regret retaining?" i was quite touched when they asked me that. so i said like yar, duh! i could have been in poly n not looking at all these teachers' faces. i see them i get mad. then i also said i dont regret retaining, coz if i didnt, i wouldnt have been the person i am now. yeaa. then sally asked me why i said that. so i started thinking why i said that n got confused by myself too. ahahaha then i said again, and of course, if i didnt get retain, i wouldnt have met y'all n g3! yeaa! i love y'all! XD love of my life~ lalalala~

and i met ongyan in sch today. she came back collect cert and ate lunch with me in sch. she wrote a letter to me!!! so sweet.. i shall write back too, which reminds me, i havent wrote back to chevie. ahahha oops. went to redhill to accompany her see doctor b4 gg tbp wanting to watch windstruck but the earliest time was 9 plus?! mad. anyways, i felt quite touched when after we parted n went home, she msged me n said thank you n everything larh. realised how lucky i am to have so many nice friends. what an emotional day. im a lucky girl! and i love all my friends!

Rei bboyed at 20:17

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

its boiling n boiling inside me. like a volcano waiting to erupt. dammit. damn you for making me feel this way. damn you for changing. stop screwing my feelings. i've had more than enough of all your shit. let's just face it - it's the end. count me out on everything. i'm not having anything to do with you anymore. i need time away from you. maybe it will all be ok after a long period of time. in the meantime, get away from me.

how much i need you, you nv know. when will i ever meet you? or meet you again? i feel such a big black void in my heart. crapp. i hate feeling this way. O Queen, why arent you home?! i need to talk to you.

Rei bboyed at 20:59

went with nicole to taka to buy for jac's bday cake.. searched so many place but couldnt find a nice one. finally got this choc cake from bengawan solo. costed a bomb. poor nicole, but well, at least im paying for the cake too! yea

after school went to watch spidey2 at lido. sucha nice show. and stupid xuemin abandoned me halfway through the show!!!! then there was this part which was funny and i laughed. so i turned ard n saw nobody! T.T which means i was an idiot laughing to myself. T.T xuemiiinnnnnnnnnn! i hate you!!!!! totally malu-ed myself, and hari, wendy n liyun had to see it. T.T they were totally teasing me all the way..

and for those who havent watch spidey2, go watch!!! i was crushing the popcorn box all the way... after i finished it of course.

Rei bboyed at 20:22

Monday, July 05, 2004

im glad dance was so productive yesterday! all of us basically stop at the same place! whee!im happy.. and so lame, y'day we were so bored, we played real life cs. ahahhaa ongyan n me vs lumpy n lala. bloody funny. next time, we are going to get waterguns. ahahhaha then today's breaking n joanne's coming. cool, it rhymes. ahahaha yepp.

and i had a waaaay weird dream. i dreamt that lee kuan yew called me into his office n went through his memo book with me, and there was one particular entry which i sent him a note that i couldnt meet him coz i was talent scouted. then the moment i walked out of his office, goh chok tong walked out of his own office which was beside lky's one. he dragged me in n locked the door. there was 2 other pple in the room, and gct started smoking cigars n shifting through poker decks. apparently, the 2 other pple were there to plan with gct on how to assasinate lky. -________________-" then gct grabbed me n went to this pavillion to eat dnner. he went off to talk to some dignitaries n left me with his assistant, a woman. so i was very scared n wanted to run off, but couldnt. suddenly, i saw this big grp of guys, n i know one of them. so i shouted, "brother! save me!" then the whole grp cheong over n grabbed me n ran off. so weird. i mean, of all pple, i dreamt of the pm n ex-pm. -___________-" n guess how i rmbed the dream? when i sat down this morning n read the newspaper when i saw gct face. aish. must be dancing too much.

Rei bboyed at 11:28

Sunday, July 04, 2004

-heart pain- i want you so much, it hurts. how i wish i could fly to your side. how i wish im part of you. T.T when? when will it ever come? my heart hurts so much... end of the year... end of the year im coming to you. wait for me, my love!

Rei bboyed at 12:04

whee! was totally so excited when i saw them. and they were so smart to find the correct bbq pit? woot. then karen n ron tried to start the fire in pit1. it went on for a while b4 it dieded, no thanks to vie n me, and christina, aiqing and shirley came to the rescue n tried to fan it. but cmi. so restarted the fire. then at pit 2, the fire dieded again. ahahhaha ron was i/c of it. hahhahaha in the end, this security guard came to help n i was so bloody surprised. he was hunky! ahahahhaa but so sad, i dont like hunky type of guys. i think he fancied aiqing though.. he kept walking past our bbq pit. tried to take pics of him but ron kept blocking him. and when i got a clear shot, he had to turn his head. -____________-" i wanted the full face. and surprisingly, susian came! woot. i thought she was still in japan. jayce brought clara n jamie along, and jamie was so pretty! but so sad that she had to leave after a while T.T and clara cut her hair.. so not used to it. ahaha

and the food they cooked was totally not cooked!! T.T and vie n me were the testers. the chicken for mine wasnt that bad, vie's one still had the redred stuff in it. poor girl. the hotdog also wasnt cooked inside. T.T but the satay was good!!! and the kimchi vie bought was utterly delicious. aiqing brought absolut vanilla. 40% alcohol. woot. and christina mixed with vanilla coke! woah, damn nice man. karen n christina were all red again. ahahhaa then vie n me brought down speakers, cd player n some cds to listen. and they wanted to throw me down the pool!!! wahh so scary. i was sitting on the chair when i felt someone's hand on my shoulder. i was like who's that? looked behind n saw a devilish aiqing n christina. ran away n hugged a pillar like a koala. they couldnt pry me from it after that. ahahhahaha i decided i shld recommend the management office to build more pillars ard the swimming pool. ahahhahaha and they gave up! whee!

they wanted to go 노래방. so clara, vie n me sat in ron's car. T.T he's such a bad driver larh.. so reckless n the whole ride was bumpy. worse than my mom's driving. then he kept suaning jayce's driving n clara was so pissed n said, "she's the best female driver i know." n she turned up the music to drown him. ahahaha clara is so cute. when we reached the place, we decided that we didnt want ron along with us in the 노래방, so we said we were gg home. n we all cheong to jayce's car. ahahhaa quite mean, but, oh well, vie was near puking when we dropped off. then it was already late, like 12 plus, 1 plus, so jayce sent vie home. karen was forever making stupid but funny jokes on the way larh, so cute. and jayce was so sweet to wait for vie to call her when she reach home. then it was off to my home. but i was so tired larh. sit too long in the car lerh. totally slumped on the seat. then karen handed me jayce's sweater n said can act blanket. ahahaha slept in the car, n woke up to karen's n clara's raucous laughter. n they played lexy! was bopping to it all the way home. whee~

and karen bought the taebin's album with the poster for vie!!!! and she actually met him!!!!!! T.T apparently, he was very happy that someone spoke english. he had been wanting to do that for a long time but no one really knows how to speak properly. ahahahhaha so cute! but i wanna see baekyoung. n shinhwa! apparently, karen noes of pple who went up shinhwa's tour bus in sydney!!!! AHHHHHH!!! and they said hyesung was very friendly!!!!! HOW LUCKY CAN THEY GET??!?!?!?! GET UP THEIR TOUR BUS N MEET THEM?! grr.

and i love my kclass people! 다 사랑해!

Rei bboyed at 11:02

Saturday, July 03, 2004

T.T chn listening compre was so hard T.T why?! T.T

ltr go bbq with k class pple. cant wait!!! whee! i miss all of them! jayce said we might be gg to 노래방 after bbq too! whee!

Rei bboyed at 10:59

Friday, July 02, 2004

couldnt find my tribal shirt this morning. was totally tearing the house apart to find it b4 realising that it could be at my granma's house.. sorry jiawen! yepp. and walked ard the whole classroom with yahui to look for that stupid diana tay ann ann larh!!!! told me 2nd floor, plz, its on 3rd floor!!!! -__________-" but got my krn newspaper in the end! 중앙일보! whee! thanks di! whee! and she looked like a gay today. woo. slacked the whole day at sch coz chn, anglaypheng was so nice to let us slack. maths wasnt that hard too. just did a few qns n bell rang. woot. then it was recess n then i went lib with sally, xuemin, yasmeen n andrea. rotted there b4 meeting up with di n we went to meet sophie! yupp. ate at pastamania then we walked her alllllll the way to fareast. that lucky shit. hope your A levels chn oral isnt that bad. then we walked allllll the way back to the orchard boulevard bus stop. totally so near. and my bus just took forever to come. hmrph. ltr might be fairfield, yasmeen said there's some women soccer team there. apparently, they are the woman version of chelsea n liverpool. cool.

and theres KRAF pt2. hmm. i shall leave that to everybody's imagination to guess what it means. ahahhahaha but i thought it was funny. yeaa

Rei bboyed at 14:29

Thursday, July 01, 2004

Industrial rock! Just like Marilyn Manson, you
know what you have to say and you just say it!
I like you very much...just be careful you
don't scare me away...

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manson!!! woot. he rocks man..

Rei bboyed at 20:31

got suspended with sally n xuemin. azlin n leow quah are just so apathetic. sally did had problems and we were looking for her, worrying for her. but they just didnt care. at least gau said that our intentions were good, but "we must leave our worldly thoughts behind". ahahahha yarr. then while sitting outside, we looked at the 5 'inspiring' ex-crescentians who made it in the society... n got inspired by nanz chong. we decided to consecutively win 3 times of that woman entreprenuer of the year award! sat down listing all the possible ventures we can do. puahahaha then ms goon came out n asked us what are we doing. so we said we are planning for our future with me pointing towards nanz chong. then she looked at the direction of my finger n frowned in confusion before shaking her head n deciding that we were nuts. actually suspension was kinda cool. maybe i shld get suspended more? ahahahhaha thats madness. and i saw diana tay ann ann. was utterly shocked. stared at her. "is she... is she..." keep running through my brain. then i stupidly said, "you're back!" when she msged me the first thing she got back to singapore n that was like how many weeks ago. -__________-" then for art, we held a farewell party for suzie n she was so touched. sally n xuemin came in to take the food. ahahhaha but sally n me gave a speech. i think she's happy. puahahhaha i will miss that woman.

Rei bboyed at 19:40