domokun

Sunday, July 31, 2005

i feel like i'm holding on to nothing.
hoping for the impossible.
have a feeling of being a fool.
have a feeling of being played.
freak.
i think i shall leave this godforsaken place.
yeahhh.
at least i dont have to make decisions.
all these having to choose makes my head swim.
i'm trying so hard to forget,
but i can't.
i'm trying so hard to like you,
but i can't too.
God.
cant you just merge his character into him?
then everything would be much happier.
and prettier.
i think i'll tell my dad or something.
tell him i need to leave singapore.
tell him i can't stand studying here anymore.
tell him just as long as i get outta here, i'm happy :))
i hope he listens.

i think the only 2 things that's keeping me happy is yoshi coming back to singapore and the bangkok trip! woot. i cant wait please! :))))

Rei bboyed at 18:58

Saturday, July 30, 2005

went out with azzy to meet minoo and matthew at McCafe. slacked there till we decided to walk around town aimlessly. and i saw jiawen! hahaha so weird. i was just thinking abt her on friday. hahaa anyways, her 2 friends, both ex-crescentians i think, were staring. -______-"

had dinner at nydc. then met with up angela, michael, bart, hussein etc etc. it amazes me how i can go out with people and not know their names. anyways, he held my hand again. but i had a strange urge to pull away. cox of something. i didnt want him to feel sad. but i didnt. cox i will feel bad if i pull away. went to cine and met up with practically so many sfms people. i have no idea their fave hangout is cine. why is it that every time i go cine i dont see them, but when i go to cine with my classmates, i see them ALL THE TIME?! weird. anyways, azzy had a bad headache, and i saw no point staying since all of them were going clubbing, so i went home early. :))

Rei bboyed at 23:37

watched red candy yesterday again with azzy and hari! i was still scared!! hahahaa azzy was very scared too.. whenever the ghost comes out, she digs into my shoulder! hahahaha then there was this part i remembered i covered my face during the first time i watched it. so i made sure i watched that part. and i screamed! hahahaha so lame.

and yoshi called while i was at home packing my stuff to sleep over at azzy's house!!! hahaha his voice is ultra cute please. "reichaaaaaaaaaaan." hahahaha i was so happy. practically jumping all over my room. anyways, he said he's staying in bangkok when he goes over there on 19th aug. not coming back and going there again. he was saying something like his friends are taking the evening flight. told me to take with them.. hahaha and he was mentioning some price changes.. but i couldnt understand! hahahaa anyways, 5 more days till he's back! hahaha i cant wait :))

anyways, we stayed over at azzy's house! we were so tired please. azzy fell asleep at 10 plus, while i slept at 12 plus. i think karen came over in the middle of the night. hahaa but i was a dead log already.

Rei bboyed at 22:42

Thursday, July 28, 2005

i think i just flunked my accts test. ok, who am i kidding. i will fail it. yayy. anyways, we had class phototaking today. so lame.. hahaa i just realised that this is the 2nd time i'm taking class picture in my years of schooling. it was so stuffy please! i couldnt breathe properly.. and fun shot was stupid. hahaha denise was standing in front, then everybody started shouting for kevin. HAHAHAHAH and for some reason, there was another fun shot. this time, everybody started shouting for me and bart. >.<>

anyways, azzy angeline karen hari and me went to andrea's house to play monopoly! hahaha so lame. we teamed up. azzy and me. hari and karen. andrea and angeline. and halfway through the game, azzy and me nearly went bankrupt. but karen and hari helped! and in the end, we won the game! hahahaha

Rei bboyed at 20:53

Monday, July 25, 2005

hehh. skipped school again! woot.

met denise at far east to get vodka for her. we spent a considerable amount of time at 7-11 cox she couldnt get the vodka that she wanted.. and in the end, i got for her 3 pathetically small bottles of vodka. anyways, walked her to grand hyatt before turning back to far east to meet bart, net [i think thats how his name is spelt] and this thai girl. wandered around town aimlessly before eating at yoshi. i was dying of hunger please. dropped by cine to take sticky pix before heading home.

and i CANT WAIT TO GO BANGKOK! boty[sea], HERE I COME!!

Rei bboyed at 20:59

Sunday, July 24, 2005

dieded. i miss my com so much T_T

anyways, for the FIRST time in my pathetic life, i went for clubbing on friday with karen, andrea, minoo, minoo's friend from myanmar, grant, hussein, matthew, justin and this guy. some mats and minahs club at boat quay. we were supposed to go rav for azimah's birthday, but alot of us couldnt get in. the girls could, but the guys had to get fake id. and azimah couldnt make it cox of her dad. by the way, my life span shortened by another year AGAIN. stupid smokers >.<

got outta club around 1 plus. i was supposed to go to hari's house, but she had to switch on the alarm system. then andrea and karen were hungry, so we went newton with everybody. met up with shawn, jovina, bart, unknown, unknown, and more unknowns. the name thing is getting abit confusing for me. anyways, the number of bottles they drank were astounding. i can totally hear their livers crying for help. anyways, on the way home, karen told me something and i got abit pissed. but all's well now :))) slept at 4 though. T_T

anyways, i didnt get to go crescent cox I SLEPT AT 4. obviously i couldnt wake up at 8. crazy. slept till 11 plus when vanessa called to tell me that crescent's 50th anniversary is next year. -_________-" hung up, put my head back to the pillow, and hari called. i gave up sleeping. met up with wendy, hari, yahui and xuemin at heeren and we went to eat marche!!! but marche DIDNT HAVE SAMBAL STINGRAY. I WANT TO MURDER THEM PLEASE. i miss sambal stingray. after brunch, we camped at kino before going cine.

met up with bart, hok and this thai guy. walked ard cine aimlessly, bought movie tix [RED CANDY!! THEY ARE CRAZY!!] and sat down at rocky masters watching time fly. angela, michael, jovina, matthew, hussein, grant, minoo's friend from myanmar and unknowns came by too. and we all sat there like one big happy family doing absolutely nothing. except talking. and smoking. which reminds me - my life shortened AGAIN. so it's x-3 now. by the way, we did that for abt 3 hours. hahaha played abit of timecrisis though. wrong side, but at least i did play!! happy girl ^0^

anyways, red candy was bloody scary please. i was sinking lower and lower into my seat. and bart was using my bag to cover his face. HAHAHAHAHA so lame. and when he came back, he was pointing at me and laughing at me for being so scared. i was like, you are scared too! he sat down and said "no. i'm not scared. i'm very scared." HAHAHAHAHA so stupid. anyways, he has a really cute friend who's around my height. he's like a little monkey! so cute! hahahaha and he tried to scare me by putting his hand infront of me from behind. hahaha he's such a prankster anyways, ok. yahyahyah. he held my hand. uy3b105yg[91ojkhlgqug

Rei bboyed at 22:32

Thursday, July 21, 2005

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, -I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! - and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

presented this poem for english today. it's really sweet. to understand the poem, let us take a look at elizabeth barrett browning's life. at the age of 15, she was handicapped. yet, robert browning could love her so much till they eloped together, due to the disapproval of elizabeth's father. i find their love for each other amazing. few today can claim their love for each other mirrors elizabeth and robert browning. practically everybody goes for looks, wealth, etc. superficial stuff. if robert browning was a modern man, he wouldnt even give elizabeth a second glance, seeing that she's a handicap and all. sad how man made tremendous advances in technologies, but yet lag behind "barbaric" and "old-fashioned" man in love.

Rei bboyed at 20:13

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

i didnt go school again today! why? cox i spent the whole night yesterday finishing harry potter. conquered him at 1, and was busy talking on the phone till abt 2.. so i decided to skip :)) kinda miss school and everybody though... but i love my sleep more :))

we ended up watching movie with hari, denise, karen and andrea. the island. the storyline is superb! abit sci-fi, but still cool :)) i want a jet bike and tom lincoln's house :)))

Rei bboyed at 19:27

Sunday, July 17, 2005

feelings of resentment are building.
how much i like you so.
everything is so wrong.
i dont know whether i should look to the other side of the river.
cox the grass there is definitely greener.
and it's beckoning me..

Rei bboyed at 18:42

Saturday, July 16, 2005

I bet you want the goodies.
Bet you thought about it.
Got you all hot and bothered.
Mad cause I talk around it.
if you're lookin for the goodies
Keep on lookin' cuz they stay in the jar

Rei bboyed at 21:48

Friday, July 15, 2005

went out with denise and hari to town after school. we are all going perth together with azzy and maybe angeline! how cool.. it's some kinda exchange trip with this prep school in perth. and it's a girls' school :)) i love girls' school :))) going on 4th aug, i think. anyways, we accompanied denise till she went for work.

karen and andrea came ard 4 plus. we went bk to eat... and liyun came!!! ok- i was so excited.. it's been ages since i last saw her :)) ohh. minoo, bart, hussein and angela came too. in the end, karen, andrea, hari and liyun dumped me. T_T and while walking ard cine with them, i was forced to take sticky pix >.< watched fantastic 4 again with bart! hahaha it was really cool.. i like human torch! hahaha he's cool. i wanna watch charlie and the chocolate factory! but i'll be in perth...

and yoshi called in the middle of the night!! he was just right on time.. i was going to switch off my phone and go to sleep, then it rang. i was looking at the word "anonymous" and thinking, "cant be hari! i'm talking to her right now!" then i picked up... and he was saying "reichaaaaaaan! this is yoshi!" i nearly fell off my bed. he called all the way from japan! hahaha

Rei bboyed at 23:18

Thursday, July 14, 2005

skipped school today! cox karen and andrea were tired.. and i dont really like thursday's timetable.. so all of us skipped! i went to hari's house and played with taji :)) he's shedding like crazy!! but still so cute :)) i was chasing him and he kept falling down! -garhhhh i love him to bits.

anyways, we went town for breakfast, or rather, lunch. after that, i met up with azzy who was with minoo, nick, matthew, arvin/alvin [no idea] and some other people.. cant remember their names. all i know was that, they were smoking up a storm outside far east BK man. my lifespan just shortened by one year. >.<

Rei bboyed at 20:57

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

i have no idea why, but school's really tiring me out. everyday when i reach home, i drop dead. >.< anyways, ongyan and kei came by my house today for gym-ing session. i didnt do much though.. just sat there and ate 빼빼로. hahaha

and i'm damn sad. i just got another titanically huge bump on my leg now. T_T the damage one can do to oneself when learning to breakdance at home T_T it's so numb... i hope it doesnt end up like my scar on my left leg. numb. utterly no feeling at all there. gosh. i need a space! preferably with paraquet floors please. i dont wanna kill my body.

Rei bboyed at 20:57

Saturday, July 09, 2005

yucks. yucks. yucks.
i was forced to wear a skirt for my dad's birthday.
and some girly top.
yucks. yucks.
urgh.

Rei bboyed at 23:40

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

i passed my first test in st francis! hahaha 5/10 in economics. hahaha not bad! hahahaa i could have gotten 8! T_T dont talk abt it.. blame it all on hari. hahaha and i wanna curse hari and azimah! and angeline! and karen! hahahaa stupid hari and azimah started it all, and then angeline listened to them, and karen helped them! are y'all my friends man!!! >.<

anyways, went to andrea's house with karen, azimah and hari to rot. slept the day through and met my brother in town for dinner. met my vietnamese classmates at cine and saw 2 ex-crescentians at heeren. hahaa i didnt even recognise them until they turn around in front of me and waved. hahaha so funny

and i really hate the pungent smell of cigarette smoke. i just hate smokers with a vengeance ok. yacks >.<

Rei bboyed at 21:44

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

TIRING DAY!! let me see, i have 2 accounts hw and 1 econs test tmr! omg! and i accidentally took andrea's econs book by mistake. so the whole day, i was lugging 2 thick econs book around! anyways, went out with denise and hari today! denise is pretty cool! hahaha she was telling us her life story :)) we walked around town, and even went down to raffles city. it's the first time in many days since i last took public transport! hahaha wow. i cant believe myself. but it was so hot. so so so hot. i hate the weather T_T i want a car. i want a chaffeur. but it's a waste of money.

Rei bboyed at 19:45

Sunday, July 03, 2005

got hari's barbie pictures here!

this is the millenium bride barbie! this cost $899.90.
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and this is the pink splendor barbie!! this barbie robbed me of $1000 please. omg.
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but she's gorgeous. hahaa both of them are absolutely drop-dead gorgeous.hmmm...

Rei bboyed at 13:01

Saturday, July 02, 2005

had accounts today! hahaa everybody came in home clothes. -_______-" only me, hari and andrea came in school uniform. how stupid. anyways, taekyung dressed really cool. woah. hahaa but he fags T_T got quite turned off. urgh.

then we went for lunch at marche! sambal stingray!! i love sambal stingray!!! hahahaa i was starving throughout the whole morning.. cox i didnt eat breakfast. thank god for marche! :)) we went for movie after that. batman! kinda cool.. we wanted to watch six. or is it nine? hahaha forgot.. some scary movie. but looks really scary. and i'll have to sleep with the lights on again. hahaha and yahui, xuemin and wendy came!! it's been so long since i last saw them.. we talked about stupid things and laughed at stupid things! just like the old days of 4g3! hahaa

oh!! i cant wait for august!!! hee :P so exciting :)))

Rei bboyed at 19:58