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Monday, July 31, 2006

Anyways, I was at Holland Village the other day and I caught sight of a really familiar-looking soft toy. It was this rabbit beanie toy from some zodiac collections. I pondered for a long time before, BINGO! Leon! He gave that to me for Christmas! Like uhm, 2 years ago? HAHA I forgot what I gave him though. I kept racking my brains but I just can't remember. In any case, I have no idea where that rabbit went to now. I remember carrying it around everywhere I went :)) HAHA those stupid days when I thought I was in love. Turns out it was nothing but a month-old crush. And after 2 years, I finally understood why I broke up with him. I just couldn't see myself marrying and settling down with him for the rest of my life. It was then I know, I'm not going to give him all the love I can give, because the relationship wasn't going anywhere. I'd rather wait for The One to come, and then make him the happiest man on earth for the rest of his life :))

Rei bboyed at 23:18

상우 asked me to be his girlfriend. Point blank. I was taken aback at his frankness. I said no, but I told him to give it more time, to see how things develop.

To be fair, I like 상우. He's very much different from most guys his age. Or my age. He understands the health risks being a smoker, and the harm being done to passive smokers, therefore he isn't one. He sees no reason in trying to impress everyone - dressing in brands, hanging out at the most happening club, doing stupid dares, drinking his liver rot etc. He's gentle and mild-mannered, speaking softly and laughing softly. He's respectful of others and has wonderful manners. He's a gentlemen who is clear of his responsibilities to girls. He obviously will be someone who will treasure me, who will treasure the love I give, not someone who hurts me, who leaves me alone crying. He said he wants to be my Prince, and that even though he might not be everything I want my Prince to be, he will do all he can to have me smile and laugh. I was so moved.

And then, the weirdest thing happened. Minutes after 상우 talked to me, Net asked me whether he has a chance to be my boyfriend. I don't know whether he was drunk or what, but he started telling me that he has been waiting for me for 3 months and that he loves me. To be truthful, I don't know whether I can trust what he says, because I keep feeling that he's just joking around? No idea man.. -shakes head- Guys.

Rei bboyed at 23:11

Saturday, July 22, 2006

I'm a bundle of nerves now. 상우 asked me out on a date. Freak. I'm a nervous wreck now.

What do I wear?
Should I tie my hair?
What kind of accessories do I wear?
What if I'm so shy that I just keep giggling throughout the whole date?
What if he thinks I'm some airhead because I keep giggling?
What if I trip and fall in front of him?

I'm going nuts thinking about the whole thing. Gosh- I never knew dates could be so taxing on the mind.

Rei bboyed at 13:35

Friday, July 21, 2006

Plugging in: Teriyaki Boyz - Tokyo Drift [Fast & Furious]

성호오빠 introduced me to this ULTRA cute guy! His name is 상우 XD He has such a weird chinese accent that it's so endearing! And for the first time, I finally met a guy who's of my age, and looks his age, or younger. All the guys I know who are around my age look like they are in their late 20s -___-" Anyways, 상우 is actually Korean, but he learned chinese before, and his grasp of it is really good! I mean, at least he could understand me, and vice versa. He could even write chinese! I was so impressed. When we found out we live pretty near each other, he was very happy haha And I'm going ga-ga over his voice. It's so cute!!! Like a little boy... he was kind of annoyed though, when I told him that. He said, "이제부터 난 남자답게 굴께" which means like, I will be like a man from now on ^^" while saying it in his cute voice. A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E. In any case, it's wonderful to find a Korean guy who doesn't smoke. I mean, ALL the Korean guys I knew in SFMS smoked -__-" and it's pretty common for them to smoke too anyway. Another thing that we have in common - HE HATES CLUBBING. And he doesn't drink much. Utterly no bad habits. W.O.W.

아마... 그남자는 내 왕자님이? ㅋㅋㅋ

Rei bboyed at 01:32

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Plugging in: 팀 - 사랑합니다

Why Singaporean women go for Westerners instead of Singaporean men - the former have MANNERS.

Ok. That was a generalisation, I'm sure there are Singaporean men who do HAVE manners, but they are of a rare breed.

I was waiting for a cab the other day. A Caucasian man came out and stood a couple of metres in front of me, waiting for a cab too. When a cab drove by, I thought he would hail it and just get on without giving a second thought to me. But lo and behold, he actually directed the cab, which stopped in front of him, to me. I was so impressed.

And again, today, I walked out of my house and waited for a cab. So was another Caucasian man who came out earlier and was in front of me by a few metres. It was a long wait. A cab finally came from the other side and stopped for me, but I gestured for him to take it since he was there first. He thanked me and got on. Another 15 minutes went by. A Singaporean teenager came out and waited at the exact same spot where the Caucasian was standing minutes ago. 8 minutes later, a cab came. He flagged it and blatantly got on. I could only gape at the speeding fumes. Half a century later, I managed to hail a cab, but it smelled like it decided to park itself at a dumpster for a day.

Gahh- they say being nice has its rewards. Frankly, there are none. Bad guys get everything, good guys just stay at the bottom rung of the ladder. Because the good are willing to be stepped all over by them.

Rei bboyed at 01:04

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Plugging in: Schizo - 세상이 그대를 속일지라도

My head still hurts like mad after that fateful bump. I am very much perplexed by my thoughts and memories now.

Anyways, I was at Holland Village's taxi stand the other day. There was a Caucasian couple with plenty a grocery bags from Cold Storage in front of a group of Caucasian teenagers. Nia, Hadys [Hadis?] and me were standing behind the teens. A taxi came by and the Caucasian couple struggled to move bags after bags of groceries into the boot. One of the teens, a guy, decided to give them a helping hand. After the taxi drove off, the guy turned to his friends and joked, "I'm going to heaven for sure." His friends laughed.

And so today, I took a cab to my granny's place and was at the void deck when I noticed an old woman shuffling along behind me, laden with plastic bags. I don't know why, but I felt like crying when I saw her. I went up to her and before I could say anything, she started talking in one of those dialects. I stared at her blankly, my brain scrambling to decipher. It decided that she was asking me where is Block 32. I smiled at her hesitantly and said this is Block 32. She went on to ask where is the lift and I brought her to it. Luckily for me, though my grasp of the dialects are pretty limited, I could still ask her which floor she wanted to go to. I sent her right to her doorstep. Emulating the Caucasian guy - I'm going to heaven for sure, too. XD

But for some damn reason, I felt more upset then happy. Not for the heavens part - I'm damned to hell anyway - but more for the old granny. She looked so lonely, so fragile. I wonder where her children are, where her grandchildren are. I really hope that when my granny needs someone to be there, she wouldn't be alone, struggling to walk through the remaining years like that old granny.

Much - to describe something in great quantity that cannot be counted.

I love my granny much much much much x10000000000000000000000

Rei bboyed at 22:57

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Plugging in: X-Japan - Tears

Cute boisterious kids make me go ga-ga.
I want to be a mother with little boys running about.
I love Gulab Jamun.
I made new friends.
Indonesian, Vietnamese, Filipino, Indian, Chinese, Javanese.
Whoever knew vegetarian food could taste so good.
Joshua is cute; too bad he's on the tan side.
Why oh why did I choose St. Francis over ACS International?
I want a foot massage.
I love daylight because it's cheerful.
I love night time because there's no sun.
I hate the bright light because it makes me faint.
I aspire to learn languages of Asia.
Getting married in my early twenties would be ideal.
A perfect date would be in a themepark with my love at night, fireworks decorating the skies while we go round in the carousel feeding each other candy floss.

That's it for my random post. I'm tired and all I want to is sleep nowadays. Rest and hopefully get well soon.

Rei bboyed at 23:23

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Plugging in: 류 - 처음부터 지금까지

LAMPARD. I'm so disappointed in you. Go home and repent for your mistakes. Your bloody inaccuracies caused England to lose so many bloody good opportunities.

AND YOU BLOODY ELIZONDO. I OFFICIALLY DELCARE YOU BLIND. HOW CAN FIFA LET A GUY LIKE HIM BE A FREAKING REFEREE FOR WORLDCUP?!

I watched England vs Portugal with Murdoch and her vietnamese friend at "M" Restaurant in Cineleisure. We booked a table [13!] and after we watch Scary Movie 4 [which by the way, I think isn't as good as Scary Movie 3], we went there to eat dinner and watch the match. The whole restaurant was filled with England fans, except for this one girl who was a Portugese supporter. So when Ronaldo kicked that winning goal in, she was the only one prancing about like a rabbit on steroids. There was this particular guy who caught my attention though. Since the whole restaurant was filled and the surrounding area was crowded with bystanders, he couldn't see anything. So he took the escalator, and started treading in the middle of the it. When people took the escalator up [which was pretty rare], he quickly walked up and took the escalator down again, before treading on the one which was heading upwards. The 3 of us were so amused by him.

Anyways, I'm disappointed in England, though I must add that I like England purely for aesthetic reasons. Not that I appreciate westerner's facial features [ASIAN PRIDE!], but hey, you have to admit that Lampard looks like a cute elf ^^" And I just LOVE the British accent. The London one. Not those Cockney, Scottish, Irish etc. accents whatever. Hell, even Prince Charles sounds sexy when he talks.

Rei bboyed at 02:58