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Monday, February 27, 2006

my throat's still not any better. i have a strong suspicion it wont turn for the better tomorrow, considering i sneaked a few pieces of cookies and chocolates in. yummmmm. im coughing non-stop though. bahhhh.

may i take this opportunity to send my condolences to girls, whom because of their promiscuous ways, have earned themselves a place in "guys' talk" where their reputations are promptly tarred and feathered. i pity you.

Rei bboyed at 22:53

Sunday, February 26, 2006

bahh. ran a fever yesterday. my whole body was burning. burned my bed too - i was soooo hot! [hahaha pun] my joints were aching like crazy too - it was as if i did some triathlon or something. and so, i spent the entire saturday in bed T_T and now, im having a major sore throat. i sound like a guy!!! o_0

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.
You are most compatible with: everyone!
Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

so true! i am AB+! hahahaha

Rei bboyed at 13:18

Saturday, February 25, 2006

today was cool :)) i met jei!!!! and her VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY pretty friend, caiying! i cant believe she was over 70kg!!! anyways, we took a cab to cine and i went to rocky master to find boy. he was with net, lei and this unknown. we talked abit before net and boy wanted me to go to toa payoh with them to drink! i was like, you're crazy?! all the way to toa payoh?!

we parted, and i went down to see jei and her friends! they were sooooo friendly!! and so nice!!! they started talking about tammy, and caiying got really hyper. she totally sounded like an auntie from the marketplace.. sorta tarred my image of her as a pretty ice queen. hahaha cox she was so quiet in the cab! anyways, they were a very nice bunch of people.. i was so comfortable hanging out with them, even though i just knew them. XD

i went up and passed boy more sweets! he claimed that they've already drank, and that his face was red, but i didnt see any difference. hahaha anyways, i think net and boy are really nice guys! we talked abit outside cine, and they told me something so surprising! im still VERY surprised now! [doesnt he have any real friends?] they brought me up to play arcade! i was so happy!! net paid for my arcade though T_T im so not used to guys spending money on me. net wanted to accompany me to play time crisis, but there was somebody there, so he and boy went to play some game. i just stood there and waited, so i was damn happy when he died! wahahaha i missed time crisis so muchhhhhh!!! hahahaha net and boy came back.. and they were like, wow, you're good! i gave them the o_0 face. like, are you kidding?! im so bad at it now! T_T must train.. must train. i just remembered something - i still havent played with yao yet. -______-" im supposed to beat him T_T

anyways, i had to go home early. net wanted to share cab with me, cox he said my house is on the way. i was like, uhmmm, ok. parted with jei and her friends! let me emphasise again - THEY ARE DAMN NICE PEOPLE. so friendly T_T and later, at the taxi stand with net, i found out that he actually lives at hillview, not bukit batok as he had claimed! i was totally 0_0! dover and hillview is so not on the way!!! i was trying to get him to take another cab, but he forced me into the cab T_T it was the first time a guy sent me home.. well, not exactly home since i got off at my condo entrance, but thats like the furthest any guy has gone! leon only went as far as to the mrt stop. hahaha AND HE REFUSED TO LET ME PAY FOR THE CAB FARE!!!!! im so annoyed - im going back to school on monday to shove the money in his pocket and run away.

ps. jei! hope you like the present.. :))

Rei bboyed at 00:39

Thursday, February 23, 2006

2 guys asked for my number again. -______-" worse, it wasn't even a public place. it was at karen's condo. -____-"

im so sick of the troubles im going through. i want to be with you forever and ever. i dont want us to part... but why is everything working against us? i love you so much. being with you, makes me feel so comforted. it's as if everything's going to be fine. i wish i can see you everyday. i wish we can always be together :))

Rei bboyed at 22:31

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

minoo called me down to school today to talk.. mainly about justin. sighs- talked to rosti again. i think he's so cute. hahaha his weird singlish accent cracks me up XD saw 진옥 again! this time, we talked abit. hahaha i finally got his name right. used to spell it as 진녹. minoo kept looking at the yearbook and saying things.

[points at himself] i look like japanese right?
[points at hari] she's the prettiest girl in my heart.
[points at andrea] she is cute.
[points at me] this one acts cute. -____-"
[ponts at justin] he's so cute
[points at bart] he WAS cute right?

i was totally rolling my eyes. so i pointed at chloe. "she WAS cute too right??" then he gave me the uber -___-" face. hahaha but at least he said he missed me :)) so im happy hahahaha rosti was saying minoo's new nickname is robocop. hahaha cox of the way he walks. hahahahaha i dont know why, but whenever i look at rosti, i get reminded of chevie. anyways, angie finally came down! so we went home together :))

you've changed. im so disappointed.

Rei bboyed at 18:27

Monday, February 20, 2006

wheeeee~~ went back to school today and saw so many people! justin finally gave me back my blue star :)) chatted with rosti too.. his accent is like, nearly gone?? replaced by singlish. hahaha finally saw azzy. and stupid denise! she just ran off! and my cab just sped by her! -____-" seeing everybody made me realise how much i miss them. especially minoo! i miss his crappy jokes. and his happy satisfied face when he talks about his girlfriend. hahahaha ohh! net is back in school too! hahaha he kept asking me how to do math questions. i went over, and was like, wth is locus?! im like so out-of-touch with math. anyways, angie introduced me to the DAMN NICE brownie! its so chocolate-y.. yummmm :)) wait. how can i forget to mention?! i saw 진옥!! wheeee! he's still as cute as ever! and so pretty! he smiled and waved to me XD i think his girlfriend is so cute too. hahaha i still remember her rainbow fingernails. wow. epitome of cuteness.

went off after school to meet karen and andrea. they introduced me to their uber pretty friend, sophia! and she's les! nice :))

Rei bboyed at 18:30

Sunday, February 19, 2006

i just woke up zzzz. so damn tired from yesterday!

karen called me, nearing late afternoon, to say that she has some troubles, and that she wanna crash town and drink/smoke. so i was like, ok, i'll accompany you. so we went to balcony and drank! we tried flaming lamborghini, grasshopper and graveyard! lamborghini was so good! hahahaha grasshopper was ok, but graveyard sucks. cox it has stout inside. disgusting. anyways, karen got bored with the "unsporty" me [hmph!] cox im a girl.. whatever. she called matthew down. and matthew brought along eugene! hahahaha i think his height is so adorable :)) anyways, we hung out till like 8plus before eugene wanted to shop at heeren for some blings.

we went to cine after that and i saw boy! the moment he saw me, he immediately took his hand out, "sweet!" thing is, i left the sweets i got for him at home, but he made me go into cheers and buy for him. hahaha kawaii desu yo! anyways, we started talking, and comparing our height. im still convinced im taller than him, and that its only his permed hair that makes him look taller. he started stomping on my mickey shoes too! i started stepping on his shoes and it just came out. hahahahahaha i kicked it away and the whole group of us started playing "street soccer". hahahaha but i accidentally step on boy's foot... so uhmm. poor boy. hahahaha he started blabbering in thai.. hahaha! so cute! i think boy is uber adorable among the 3 guys i know with his height! keenon was there too. or is his name kinon, keenan, kinan etc. i cant spell T_T he wanted the sweets too, so i gave him one stick. he was so nice! i dont recall talking to him before though.. anyways, he said i grew thinner and shorter. T_T karen wanted to go liquid room with matt they all, so i was like, ok, i'll go with you. but only because you're upset!

and so i went.. back to liquid room. met this long-lost friend of karen's... his name was xantos. so unique! he was from ACS barker.. i was like, ok good. at least not some neighbourhood schools. i can get abit pro-elitist. hmmm. one bad point that i should change. anyways, he was really nice to me. karen had to go off to see andrea for awhile, so he accompanied me and talked to me at the walkway. the sad thing was, when we were out talking, they were playing nice music inside!!!! T_T karen must have took 1/2 an hour man. or more. by the time we went in, the music was ok only. so we just started drinking. xantos had a friend working in the bar, so we could cheat and get abit of free drinks. hahahaha i think i drank alot? no idea. but i didnt even feel tipsy at all. none of those alcohol influences. but i was sooo in the mood for a good dance! no idea why. i think i listened to too much korean dance music. hahahaha xantos brought me and karen to his friends on the dance floor, and we all started dancing. it was the first time in my life i danced till like.. that. hahahaha at first it was pretty fine.. we just danced. but as the night went on, xantos started to like, hold my hand. then put his hands on my waist, hip, around my shoulders etc. oh yeahh. i got hugged and kissed too. the cheeks were fine.. though i was abit stiff. but the ears!!! omg- no. that was too intimate. i was totally like, ....... and uhmmm, i got pulled in to him to dance, or grind, so like, my back was on his front kinda thing? i just froze. and his friends were still like, french kiss! the first thought that crossed my head was, let's run. ohh. got hugged by this caucasian too. that was really sudden. xantos was bringing karen and me, while holding my hand, to the bar to get drinks when out of nowhere, this tall guy just hugged! and started shouting into my ear, "IM GOING BACK LONDON TONIGHT! BYE!!" in this reaaaaally hot british accent. wheeeee~ i love british accents! its just so... aristocratic. hahaha xantos was tugging on my hand, but i was so surprised that i just stood rooted to the spot. and waved bye to the caucasian. hahaha went back on the dance floor and danced like crazy again! xantos had this friend, paul, whose hips were like, detached from his body. hahaha i was pretty amazed at his dance skills. so i just stared, smile, and continue dancing. hahaha danced like a wanton girl. anyways, this whole dancing like crazy thing, is a one-off thing. never going to happen again.

anyways, we went outta club around 3plus, and sat outside. everyone started coming out too. xantos was asking me and karen to go newton with him and his friends, but i was too tired. my knees hurt, my ears were numb, and i could feel pressure in my head. looking back, i had no idea where i got all my energy to dance at all, considering i didnt even eat much the whole day. reached home and i started to feel like shit. about being touched by strangers and all. the blasphemy... im still reeling. to those guys and girls who willingly offer their bodies, HAVE YOU ALL NO SELF-LOVE?! all you tainted bodies.. ruined souls. something so beautiful as love was destroyed again. those fake couples in the club.. i've seen more of the ugly world again. and im not loving it.

Rei bboyed at 18:25

Saturday, February 18, 2006

i knew i missed you.. but not this much. since the day i last saw you, i had a longing for you. as each day went, the yearning grew. but it didnt register that strongly till i saw you again. to see you, was like seeing heaven for the first time. knowing you were there, it was a fact so comforting. it's true - you wont know how much you treasure something till it's gone. and when you see it again, you'll realise, that actually, you love it so much. ohhhh- you are God's gift to me, to mankind. dont you see it? you are just so perfect, appealing to each and every one of my senses. i wish you are mine.. with me day and night.

-ohhh curry curry curry. wont you be mine?

Rei bboyed at 14:06

Friday, February 17, 2006

shopping shopping shopping!

pondering over phones now.

phone 1: justin reminded me of the mickey mouse phone i wanted to get some time ago when it was launched. thing is, he claimed the phone has bluetooth and mp3 playback functions. but when i read the review at cnet asia, they said it's just a basic phone which you can only call and sms, plus a 1.3 megapixel cam. still, its so adorable!

phone 2: o2 xda atom. if i do get the mickey phone, i need another phone to support it. and here comes in atom! bluetooth, mp3 playback, games, 2 megapixel cam, memory card slots, cool user interface etc. what's not to drool over? except for the colour...

phone 3: and thats where dopod comes in! it has the exact same features as atom, but in more colours! im not so sure about the user interface, though im pretty sure it wont be as nice as o2. however, it's service center is all the way at genting lane. i think its somewhere in toa payoh? so it's gonna be a hassle if i need to repair it.

phone 4: or i should just get back my old phone, or its newer cousin, the d600. im pretty used to it.. kind of miss my old phone actually. but it's just so... black.

and i still have to find a repair shop that's willing to repair my screen WITHOUT resetting the memory. i WANT my stuffs inside to be INTACT. anyways, i'm still racking my brains out. i dont wanna get a phone now, only to cry a week later because some newer, nicer, better and colourful phone is out.

Rei bboyed at 16:54

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

OMFG. I SPOILT MY PHONE!!!!!! now the screen is cracked beyond belief, and most probably, if i send it for repairs, they'll say that everything inside the phone will be gone. T_T ALL MY MESSAGES!!!!! T_T jei had just sent a particularly sweet message yesterday. and i have so many other sweet messages from all my friends!!!! T_T im depressed. im getting a new phone tomorrow... i have absolutely no idea what phone should i get. and im trying to get my phone repaired too. i just hope they can salvage my messages.

anyways, i finally managed to cut my hair today. jinnie wasnt there though. i was so sad! got some weird hairdresser whom i have no inkling of her name nor experience. luckily, jinnie's assistant was there. ahhh- some familiar face to talk to. my new fringe looks weird. maybe because it was cut by a weird hairdresser. went to school after that to give angeline her vday present! stupid azimah and denise werent there -_____-" school looks so unfamiliar now. i wonder if what im doing is right....

and i met jei last night!!! yayy~~ it's been ages!! so happy to see her!!! :)))) i saw boy at cine.. he looks.. permed? hahaha i dont know. i like his old hair better. anyways, jei and i took korean pixy! wheeee~ reminisced the old days too.. the fateful sec 1 orientation when i first knew her. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA it was so nice :)) jei... let's do it again!!!!

Rei bboyed at 16:45

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

isnt it so gorgeous? it got sent to my house.. and there's no name on the card! it just says "from: ^_^" like how the hell am i supposed to know who's ^_^.

anyways, happy valentine's day to my 2 valentines! and to all of my dearest friends.. i miss the days in crescent when everyone would give each other stuffs! i used to like going to school and seeing stuffs on my table! but now, no more tables to put goodies on T_T i miss celebrating vday with girls! its just weird celebrating with guys? anyways, i got something for all you EIs!

Rei bboyed at 14:28

Saturday, February 11, 2006

달콤한 참사랑 그리워... :))

man pursues his dreams, his desires so relentlessly, that he never stops to think. to think about the people around him; to think about morals and principles he had, or should have. to each, it's as if, they are the sun. to each, it's as if, they are the center of everything. man has always been selfish; it's innate. however, man wasnt given a heart for nothing. with the great leap in idealogies, from society/family-driven to self-glorification, most of the wonderful things are all but nonexistent. sinners justify their wrongdoings with fanciful words of individualism and new-found freedom, while the few true pure people are condemned for being liars. it is no more of, who's kindest, who's nicest, who's filial. now, it is who's prettiest, who's sexiest, who's popular. superficial objects which doesnt survive time. what was once beautiful, has became ugly. what was ugly, are being worhipped now. it doesnt surprise me at all, if the world does end one day. we are already in an era of the beginning, of the end.

Rei bboyed at 17:57

Monday, February 06, 2006

why... WHY?! i wasnt hanging out at mos. i wasnt even walking by mos. i was in the children's section, for goodness sake! since when do teenagers hang out at library.. and at the children's section?! i should have followed my instincts and get out of the library when they walked in. T_T now i have to reply to annoying messages... from a guy named gary who bears an uncanny resemblance to leon -_________-" and he wears ugly white/blue basketball shoes which totally doesnt go with his red/black uniform. i've already did all i can to make them go away. i even fibbed that i was attached!!! they still didnt give up!! -____-" the guts of guys nowadays... anyways, im avoiding westmall at all costs now. stupid place. i hate neighbourhood malls.

Rei bboyed at 15:53

Saturday, February 04, 2006

ARGH!!!!! i hate myspace.com. my god.. the messages.. can i hire someone to reply for me?

Rei bboyed at 13:43

Friday, February 03, 2006

i passed by school today.. brought back many happy memories. how we all used to skip classes and take a bus/cab down to macs.. how i used to skip around school with angie.. how we would order macs to canteen.. how karen used to rush down for laksa.. how we used to poke ourselves at angie's lame jokes.. how we used to laugh and laugh and laugh.. miss those times so much!!

random posting:
i wish all of you will just leave me alone. i really have no mood to entertain all the smiles and nice words. i have no idea what do you all see in me... there are so many prettier/hotter girls out there. anyways, practically everyone is blinded by the superficiality of things. i dont need flowers.. i dont need dates. ok, i appreciate the gesture, really i do. but if im not interested, please leave it be. now i can totally understand why there are so many lesbians nowadays!

and i realised something today. im pretty protective of my friends. or at least, people whom i care.

Rei bboyed at 20:25