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Monday, May 29, 2006

Plugging in: Howl ft. J - 사랑인가요

궁 is coming out on tv! Jei, this is the drama I was telling you about. The lead guy, 신, acted by 주지훈, looks alot like 혜성! I'm not kidding you this time! His eyes, his face shape, his hair... but I think 혜성 looks better than him. What am I saying? 혜성 is always the cutest because he's my first love. Hahaha everyone please tune in and watch 궁. Like Full House, 궁 is adapted from a korean comic book, though the cast is not as stellar as Full House's one ^^" But I like 신채경, acted by 심은진 of Baby V.O.X.. I never knew she looks so cute. 율, acted by 김정훈, is ultra cute too please. He looks better than that 혜성's ugly twin anyway. All in all, the drama's good, and the OST's fantastic too! SO WATCH 궁 AND FALL IN LOVE WITH IT!

Rei bboyed at 17:39

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Plugging in: Disturbed - Down With the Sickness

I'M SO EFFING ANNOYED. HOW MANY EFFING TIMES DO YOU WANT ME TO REPEAT MYSELF. I AM NEVER FREE ON SUNDAYS. IF YOU ARE SO INTERESTED IN ME, PLEASE INGRAIN THAT EFFING FACT INTO YOUR MINUTE BRAIN. STOP ASKING ME EVERY WEEK WHY AM I NOT FREE. WELL, TAKE THE HINT, BOY. I AM NOT AN EFFING DESPERADO WHO'S IN NEED OF A GUY. WE MEET, WE MEET. WE DON'T, TOO BAD. DON'T WAKE ME UP WITH YOUR INCESSANT CALLS AND MESSAGES. FREAK. I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH EVERY SINGLE DAMN THING NOW. I'M EVEN ANNOYED BY MY MUG. WHY'S IT DECORATED WITH VERTICAL STRIPES?! WHY CAN'T IT BE HORIZONTAL STRIPES?! WHAT'S WRONG WITH HORIZONTAL STRIPES?! WHY CAN'T FAT PEOPLE WEAR HORIZONTAL STRIPES?! WHY DOES IT MAKE THEM LOOK EVEN FATTER?! WHY DO OUR EYES PERCEIVE OBJECTS LIKE THAT?! F* OFF.

Rei bboyed at 14:27

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Plugging in: 코요테 - Like This

The woman of the house is planning a vacation. Just the 2 of us. She asked me where do I want to go. Bangkok to visit to my friends? Taiwan/Hong Kong to shop? Vietnam to catch 비, 주얼리 and 채연? 채연 is one HOT missus. She has these amazing pair of eyes that crinkle up into furthur oblivion when she laughs. Her figure is like, woah. Her voice is so smooth. She has the most amazing fashion sense. SHE'S JUST FRIGGIN' SEXY OKAY!

Right, I digressed. Back to my holiday.

Obviously I can't bring my mom along to Bangkok if I'm going there to visit my friends. She would look so odd. And there's no way she's joining me for a concert in Vietnam too. Maybe I should just tell her I'll prefer to go alone. Or go somewhere boring where we museum-watch and shop at weird shops people her age go to. Or my age. Whatever. Seriously, people my age shouldn't be deck out in designer brands. Why do you want to look mature now, and then spend the rest of your adulthood trying to look young all over again? Be happy, look happy. Wear BRIGHT colours. I keep digressing. Argh-

Ideas for a country, anyone?

Rei bboyed at 02:01

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Plugging in: 지누션 - 전화번호

I hate losing in games, so when Aria played minesweeper flags with me and won, I made up my mind to learn how to play that darn game. And after doing some research on the net, I challenged Aria again. AND I FINALLY BESTED HER! PUAHAHAHAHA I'm the first to take a game down against her! PUAHAHAHAHA I'm so proud of myself XD But I'm addicted to minesweeper flags on MSN now ^^"

Rei bboyed at 20:34

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Pluggin in: 장윤정 - 짠짜라

염치없이 그댈 기다립니다
행여 내일은 돌아올까?

I was supposed to meet Shawn, but because of some last minute thing, we ended up missing each other. haha I was out with Murdoch instead. I was running late, because I didn't want to wear any skirts, but I ended up with one as NONE of my shorts wanted to sit on my hips. bahh- I need a nice belt.

Anyways, kind Murdoch left Kerry and Kathy at pool and accompanied poor starving me to kobayashi for dinner, but I conveniently forgot to bring my medication T_T Which meant I had to end the day early. Luckily Murdoch had to go home early too. We basically walked around and shopped, though I got attacked by Boy -____-" He positively flattened my nose when he just appeared out of nowhere and shoved his palm onto my face -____-" I fell backwards and accidentally knocked a stranger. I was so shocked, I forgot to say sorry (>.<) But because he's Boy, I didn't get mad at him. Hahaha he's just too adorable to get mad at! I gave him sweets again, no thanks to Bei T_T In fact, I always have sweets prepared when I go to Cineleisure... not that I mind ^^"

The day ended happy with many pretty things bought, one of them, this ultra adorable panda!

jyangjyang! It's a coinpouch!

HOW CUTE IS THAT PLEASE! The whole time I was holding it, wanting to bite its head. SOCUTESOCUTESOCUTESOCUTE. I'm dying of an overdose of cuteness. I've already named it - pandi. It was supposed to be pandie, but pandi reminds me of my hero :))

Rei bboyed at 23:50

Friday, May 19, 2006

Pluggin in: Howl - 앵무새

또 어제처럼 다시 그립니다
보고싶은 맘 줄지도 않은지
자꾸만 그대가 떠오릅니다
헤아려 볼수록 더 눈물 납니다
훔쳐내봐도 흐르는 눈물에
기억이 또 다른 기억으로 번져 아프게 날 울립니다

The extent of my weight loss finally managed to hit me today. Though there was this one occasion where my shorts kept falling off my hips, I thought nothing of it because I just bought that short without even trying it on. But today, when I tried wearing that tight-fitting jeans of mine, it actually slipped. I had to wear a belt. On something which used to fit oh-so-snugly. Not only that, my hip bone is jutting out horribly, my bangles/bracelets are falling off my shrunken wrist, and my waist has reached an all-new record of just 21 inches. Well, I guess the 2 good things that came out of my weight loss is my smaller face, and the disappearance of my "carrot" or "chicken" legs. Still, it's kind of weird that I'm still so skinny when I'm already eating my meals right nowadays. I don't even exercise too. So where did all my fats go?

Rei bboyed at 23:56

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Plugging in: Jay Gordon of Orgy - Slept So Long

"The darkness is death - we can speak, but we are not heard. We can scream but they turn their backs. We can run, but we cannot catch them. It is the dream where arms and legs won't work they way they should, and the air is too thick to breathe. Loved ones walk a mile ahead, forgetting to stop as we fall behind. This is the reality of the darkness. We are buried alive inside ourselves. "

It's all but a wall that separates me from you, yet it's as if we are miles apart. I can't look you in the eye, I can't turn to face you. I've let you down. You hurt, I hurt. To have you see it, I'm sorry. I wish I can stop what I'm doing too. About what I said, I meant it. Though it may feel that I don't love you, truth is I do so much. I just don't show it. I will tell you everything before you die. That I promise you. That I swear upon God.

Rei bboyed at 19:45

Monday, May 15, 2006

Plugging in: Kidney Thieves - Before I'm Dead

I want to clear this misunderstanding about me up - I am NOT a snob, as perceived by some.

I admit I don't make much effort to talk to strangers, if not at all. That is because, I don't see a need to make new friends. And don't take that statement in a bad way. I just believe that, if we are really meant to be friends, we will be anyway. I hate the idea of small talk. That is why when I'm with a large group of people with maybe 1 or 2 known friends, I tend to stick with my friends only. I am NOT being proud, NOR stuck-up. I am just not someone who goes all out just to make friends. Moreover, I take time to warm up to people. Unless you are so friendly that I can immediately feel at ease with, or you interest me so much to the point of fascination, I will only talk when talked to. The only exceptions I give are to people whom are branded as outcasts, those lone wandering souls, or quiet beings who are always left out of conversations. I'm not trying to be a saint or whatsoever. It's just that I can understand how it feels, and that during times like those, it would be nice to have someone walking beside you, smiling and talking to you.

Rei bboyed at 17:05

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Plugging in: 미나 - Concept

My granny moved house. All the way to Eunos. The east. The unknown east. I'm not an east person. In fact, I think people who live in the east are unfathomable. It's just the geography thing. I've never travelled much to the east. So it's like the unexplored land. But who cares? I don't like it. I don't want my granny to live there. She's been living at Bukit Merah since before I was born. I grew up there too. 19 years. I DON'T LIKE EUNOS. I want to sit on the floor and throw a screaming fit. Fling my arms and thrash my legs. I'm just being wilful here. T_T

Rei bboyed at 22:19

Friday, May 12, 2006

Plugging in: 신화 - Egotism [97年4月1日]

춤추라, 바라보고 있지 않은 것처럼.
사랑하라, 한번도 상처받지 않은 것처럼.
노래하라, 아무도 듣고있지 않은 것처럼.
일하라, 돈이 필요하지 않은 것처럼.
살라, 오늘이 마지막 날인 것처럼.

성호오빠 saw my msn nick and decided to make my day. He said he'll introduce me to "내 멋진 착한 왕자님"! Then he sent me his friend's picture, who looks like Tei! Minus the hirsuteness though haha XD and his friend has nicer eyes than Tei :))

And Jei! Do you still watch 연애편지 [love letter]?

Rei bboyed at 16:26

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Plugging in: 클론 - 초련

Bart's friends are really weird. I thought guys are supposed to have some kind of code of honour. And that includes never to go for your friend's ex. I mean, I would never ask my friend's ex out. It's just wrong! It's fine if you want to remain as friends, but anything more than that is just out of question. And wouldn't they think like, my friend kissed her before? I wouldn't want a guy that reminds me of my friend and him kissing in the past. -shrugs- maybe it's just the thai culture. But I do hope that there won't be another one, because I hate rejecting people.

Rei bboyed at 20:09

Sunday, May 07, 2006

The girl who gave her lower secondary home economic's teacher nightmares,
the girl who repeatedly flunked food & nutrition exams,
the girl who had to get teacher's help in cooking her food during practical exam,
the girl whose food & nutrition's partner had to take over the cooking every single time,
the girl who hates frying the food at seoul garden,
the girl who damaged 3 pots,
the girl who nearly once burned down the house,

is learning how to cook!

I want to be able to cook a delicious meal for my boyfriend one day and prepare it for him, just like the picture. I want to be able to make a love bento for him :)) I think one of life's greatest pleasure is to think of what to cook for the guy you love every day, and then spending time, effort and love cooking it for him :)) it's the wonderful sensation you get when he eats the food and smiles to say it's delicious. It's the fluttering of love you get when you know that he will be getting by the day on the food you prepared for him.

But first, let me learn how to cook rice and fry eggs first.

Rei bboyed at 23:05

Thursday, May 04, 2006

넌 쉽게 날 잊을수가 있어.
그 것을 어떻게 해야?
너한테 참사랑..
너 이렇게 잊을수가 있어.
나도 그 것을 할수 있는다.
나도 쉽게 널 잊을수가 있겠어.
니가 뭐라고 너를 평생 기억해?
아무것도 없어.
진짜 아무것도 없어.
거짓말이 아니야.
거짓말이 아니야.

Rei bboyed at 21:12

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

My doctor asked me an intriguing question today. "Are you sexually active?" I gave her an incredulous look with a loud are-you-crazy-do-I-look-like-a-loose-kind-of-person NO.

But that question got me thinking. Why aren't I? I mean, it's so common nowadays. Some of my friends did it before, some of them still are, so why didn't I get influenced? What makes me say no? What makes me think that romping with guys is wrong? Detractors of abstinence say that it's the 21st century, it's bullshit that one would think of saving themselves for that one person. They argue that it's a patriachal idea, since the guy would probably have done it many a times. So how could he expect to have a girl who's supposedly "pure" since she hasn't been touched before? That is true, in fact, I even soundly agree with them, but I still oppose to the idea of premarital-sex. Why is that so?

Then I got thinking further. Why am I the way I am? Why do I think like this? Why do I behave like this? Why do I like the things I like? Why do I detest the things I detest?

From the time I came into the world till now, I was exposed to many idealogies. Family, friends, media, internet. I'm pretty sure everyone was, and still is exposed to the same things as I am. If that is so, why does my thinking differs so much from everyone else?

Now I know why philosopher is considered a career. Answers to life are not something one can get in a day. To come out with that one line everyone quotes now, they probably took all their life.

Rei bboyed at 20:12

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Though this is a tad slow, I still want to shout out:

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

CHELSEA KICKED MAN U'S ARSE!
UP YOURS, MAN U!!

I knew the first match was a folly! There's no way Man U can ever win Chelsea! I mean, just look at the overwhelming talent Chelsea has compared to Man U. It's like trying to say a sampan can out-row a speedboat.

THE PREMIER LEAGUE TITLE'S OURS!

Rei bboyed at 21:35