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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Morning was really busy. The museum is having a roadshow soon, so Farah, Ervin and me were going crazy preparing bookmarks. Then there were groups from Outram Secondary and some language school. By the end of the day, we were exhausted, so we started talking crap. Ervin and Farah complained that I'm too skinny, then Ervin said he can practically lift me up with his left arm. And suddenly, WHOO! In the air, I went! I started screaming and the 2 of them were laughing at me ㅠㅠ It was pretty quiet towards the end of the day, so the 3 of us took pictures together. HAHA memories! And Randolph was being disgusting today. He winked at me and called Mandy 'baby'. o_0

I went to this Korean restaurant just down the road after work with Murdoc. It's SO cosy! I love the interior design!! And it's family-run... so the dad was in the kitchen cooking, the children were the ones serving, and the mom was the one taking orders and manning the cashier. The mom was really friendly! She was asking me whether I'm Korean, and got pretty happy when I said my grandmother is. The food was really nice too! I love the 김밥! I want to try 도시락 though. I decided I shall buy my food from there everyday from now on ^^

I'm still thinking whether I should wear perfumes. I mean, I'm not really a perfume type of girl, but I just can't resist the strawberry one. ㅠㅠ It smells so delicious!

Rei bboyed at 22:32

Monday, November 27, 2006

There was a group of Thai tourists yesterday. One of the teenage girls [she seriously looks like a transvestite] asked me for a Popeye bookmark. Which was pretty normal, except for the fact that she pronounced Popeye as POP-EYE! I said, "Hold on a second. I'll get one for you." Then I ran off to a corner and laughed my head off. POP-EYE! HAHAHA what's with their English!

Anyways, today was so fun! YWCA's kindergarden came down! One whole bunch of cute tiny kids to play with!! They were sooooooo adorable!!! Farah, Jerica and me were going ga-ga over them. Then during lunch, which they dined at our cafe, they even sang their thanks to God before eating! ㅠㅠ overload of cuteness. When they left, the kids were like waving bye enthusiastically, from the entrance, on the way to the bus, on the bus, and when the bus left. I hope another batch of kids come soon!

There's a super cute guy at the museum too. He's so gorgeous till, when a magazine came to the museum to do a photoshoot, they decided to replace their male model with him. His name is Marcus, and he has these pair of big, soft LIGHT BROWN eyes! He's mixed, I think. He thought I was like, 15, 16 years old. -____-" in fact, everyone at the museum thought my age was around there -____-" But the cool thing about the museum is, everyone there graduated from a single-sex school! St. Gabriel, St. Patrick, St. Andrew, Paya Lebar Methodist, Katong Convent, Methodist Girls, and CRESCENT! Yay!! I feel so homely there. Like I belong!

Rei bboyed at 22:13

Sunday, November 26, 2006

I love my work! I wake up every morning and go like, YEAHH! HAHA I'm working at a toy museum now, and the people there are SO nice! No politics! XD I love the museum concept too. There's a cafe in the basement, souvenier shop, and 4 levels of toys from the past! And the interior design ROCKS!! Like totally. I so aspire to be as accomplished as that designer ^^"

And did I mention? The nutella cake and mudpie from the cafe is SUPERB!

Anyways, there was 1 family today. They looked like Koreans, but I couldn't be sure. After they came back down and bought some chupa chups for the 2 daughters, I overheard their conversation. Koreans! The mom was so shocked when I said "감사합니다. 안녀히 가세요." Her eyes grew like 0_0! Hahahahaha AND THERE'S 90 PEOPLE COMING DOWN TOMORROW. 90!!!! Gosh!!!! I hope there will be cute kids to play with ;))

Rei bboyed at 00:47

Saturday, November 25, 2006

It's raining flowers again. Every year without fail, around this time, the trees at my place here shed their flowers. It reminds me of James, the young British boy who played with me when I was 14. Those young, innocent, happy fun. I'm glad I didn't lose the memory of him.

Rei bboyed at 00:49

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

WHAT A SMALL WORLD!

I went for work this early morning, when the new guy came. I stared and stared, wondering why he looked so familiar. Then I asked him what was his previous school. The answer was, "St Francis." OMG! I FLIPPED! It was Ervin! qkihy1q3uyh4i;hqnjnrlwrtblnanklot - yeahh, I was like that. He was pretty shocked too. We started talking about the people in St Francis - Keenon, Jovina, Nicole, Minoo, Nicholas, Justin etc., and also about how screwed up St Francis is now. He seems pretty much like a nice guy.

I went to Raffles City with Murdoc to buy clothes for work when I saw this guy working at some snacks shop in B1. For some strange reason, I recognised him. He messaged me on myspace.com and wrote some weird crap insisting that he looks Japanese and therefore, since I look Japanese too, we should be together? The thing is, he DOESN'T resemble ANY Japanese AT ALL. -____-" And why the heck do I actually remember him?! -bangs head on wall-

Last but not least, HURRAY TO CANDY MOUNTAIN!! Thank you LULU!

Rei bboyed at 23:00

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

I GOT HARASSED BY A CRAZY MAN AGAIN YESTERDAY. He was standing in front of me and started banging on the windows! I got quite scared already, so I pretended I can't hear anything because of my mp3, and I can't see anything because I'm too engrossed in my DS. He tried getting my attention, but I just refused to look. Then he suddenly shouted, to my face. "YOU ARE SO PRETTY!!!" I wanted to die. When I continued ignoring him, he banged on the windows harder. I was so scared he would march right over and shake me by the shoulders or something. ㅠㅠ I HATEHATEHATEHATEHATE public transport. I'm already like trying to be a good girl, taking public transport and all, AND THIS SORT OF THINGS KEEP HAPPENING. Jei says God is giving me a test. WHAT TEST! TO SEE WHETHER I CAN TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORT?! I got so traumatised for the rest of the day.

Rei bboyed at 22:16

I'm scared of being a fool again.

Rei bboyed at 14:47

Monday, November 20, 2006

5 more days. I'm sad :((

Rei bboyed at 11:14

Saturday, November 18, 2006

I GOT ATTACKED BY A MADMAN YESTERDAY!! He pushed me off the pavement onto the road at the bus stop!! I was so scared I wanted to cry ㅠㅠ

Dii [Onon Darling is so troublesome to type!], Vinny, Murdoc and me were meeting each other at Coffee Club, but Murdoc was down with a fever :(( Get well soon, girl! Anyways, I was the first to reach! Wow! Vinny was supposed to treat us, but in the end, Dii and me paid too :(( After dinner, we went to Lucky Plaza to play arcade, and acted as tourists taking pictures on Orchard Road.

We met up with Kenneth, Gabriel, and uhmm, Teng Feng?? I forgot his name! The 6 of us went to Cuppage Plaza where we were supposed to be pub-bing at Vintage together with Jialing and this Malay girl, but the air inside was so bad. Yuck. In the end, we left Vintage for Alley Bar. Kenneth forced me to drink! And I couldn't say no because firstly, I don't really know him, and most importantly, he's a totalitarian! But I was happy drinking. Hahaha Dii and Vinny had to leave early, because Dii's having school tomorrow, and Vinny has to book in at 6am :(( I wanted to stay out longer, because I didn't really wanted to go home :(( Bumped into Matthew and he called me a f*ker. WTH. Anyways, Kenneth and gang [more of his friends arrived] went to DXO.

I went home, and realised, with horror, that I FORGOT MY HOUSE CARD! WHICH MEANS I COULDN'T GET INTO MY LOBBY, NOR MY HOUSE! Worse was, my handphone's battery was running low ㅠㅠ I ended up playing card games with some of the guards. One of them was nice enough to break the rules and let me into the lobby. In the end, I had to break into my own house ㅠㅠ I was kind of scared I would activate the alarm though ㅠㅠ Luckily it didn't go off. But I felt so un-glam breaking into my own home -_____-"

Rei bboyed at 16:02

Friday, November 17, 2006

I finally met up with Mel after like what, 2 years?? Ok, New Zealand did fatten her up, but just a little. At least to me anyway ;p She still rolls her eyes, and bullies me like crazy ㅠㅠ AND HER CHINESE IS BETTER THAN MINE. I think I need to take up Chinese tuition or something ㅠㅠ We took pictures on Orchard Road! Yay! Wonderful Christmas decorations... but there was this particular which was really nice.

Anyways, he called me and asked me whether I wanted to go Mandarin Hotel [we were at Takashimaya]. So we went up to the observation lounge, where I was introduced to Gilbert, his friend. At that moment, I was thinking like, what a weird name. And now, I realised why I thought it weird - Gilbert is mostly used as a hamster's name! Hahaha! Sadly enough, they [including Mel] drank lychee martini, and I could only stare ㅠㅠ I miss drinking ㅠㅠ Gilbert and him had such a ball playing brain age on my Nintendo. He was so adorably excited! XD

Mel had to leave around 11 to catch the last train, so I sent her all the way to the MRT. He was going MoS with Gilbert, but he insisted on sending me home again. So the 3 of us took a cab. Gilbert went to Anchorage to pick up this Indonesian girl, and they dropped off at MoS. Then the taxi driver drove the 2 of us to my place [which he insisted on going right in and dropping me off at my lobby again], and then he went back to MoS. -____-" The total cab fare must have been like over $20. But I must admit, it was kind of sweet (>.<) He's so sweet that sometimes, I feel so bad because like, I'm nowhere as sweet as him!

Rei bboyed at 01:39

Thursday, November 16, 2006

I was on my way to City Hall when Minoo suddenly called me and told me to go Novena like, immediately. -___-" Luckily his school's near City Hall, so we arranged to meet at the station control. I got lost there though ^^" He waited for 45 minutes, before giving up and going Novena himself. NOT MY FAULT! In the end, I had to go to Novena by myself. ㅠㅠ I didn't know how to take the MRT. This Korean mother and son were lost with me at the MRT too. We were staring at signboards with a confused look, and walking around everywhere. They probably thought I was a tourist too -___-"

Anyways, I was supposed to be Minoo's surprise for him! But he was more like shocked. I suddenly appeared from behind the pillar, and his eyes grew so big while exclaiming to Minoo, "Why the f* didn't you tell me she's here?!" Turns out, Minoo had passed him a cigarette and he had just lighted it up when I popped out from nowhere. He threw it away so fast that I didn't even saw it! Minoo had to point it out for me. Hahahaha XD

He dropped Minoo and me off at Wisma, while he went to OFS for his friend's concert. We met up with Murdoc! Gosh- I haven't seen her since that day at MoS! ㅠㅠ Miss her muchmuchmuch. We went for dinner at Coffee Club [Yay! Happiness!]. Minoo was like a father - even Murdoc agreed. Hahaha we walked to Cineleisure, then Minoo had to go home. He came to town to meet Murdoc and me, and the 3 of us went for a movie. 'Step Up' is really nice!! I love the showcase!! Watching the show made me miss bboying like crazy. I missed the times when I could do basic freezes. Now, I don't have the strength anymore. But I really miss dancing. I should slowly start training again! Anyways, Step Up's OST is really cool! I want to get it! And the movie too ^^"

Murdoc wanted to walk around town to see the Christmas decoration, and his friend had just arrived at Cineleisure. So while he accompanied his friend, I walked with Murdoc. We started talking about what we wanted to study, and our futures -

I realised my whole life is so screwed now. I can't study nursing, because of my freaking maths and science results. If I retake my O levels, it's going to be another one more year. Onon Darling thinks I should take up fashion management; even my relatives had been recommending. If it's anything to do with art, I might consider interior design too. I've always been fascinated with that. I know my strong areas are art, music and languages. But learning those aren't practical choices. Business, economics, accounting et cetera are the ones, but I can't imagine spending the rest of my life doing boring desk jobs day in, day out. I wish I could do something I really love, but the choice isn't up to me. I'm just thinking like, what if my husband in the future doesn't earn much and needs me to supplement the income? That means I can't learn what I want now. I have to study something more practical. Everything's so confusing. I don't know what to do; I don't know what to think. Is it just me, or is my future so bleak now?

He sent me home again :)) His birthday is on the next sunday, and I don't know what to get. ㅠㅠ I suddenly wish his birthday will never come, because he'll be going back Indonesia the next day. I don't know when he'll be coming back because I'm too shy to ask :(( Should I go Indonesia? But... it's like, so weird. I'm not with him, but he's going to take care of me in a foreign country. And there's his parents too. Sighs- even Murdoc's going back to Vietnam too.

And seriously, he needs to buy nicer phones. Phones like Samsung. Not Nokia nor Motorola.

Rei bboyed at 03:14

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

I was gullible to believe you would be here for me till the day I die.
To believe you were a Godsend angel.
To believe your heart was genuine.
To believe everything was sunshine and rainbows.
To believe you cared for me.
To believe you loved me.
I was naive.
Not anymore.
My life is in shambles,
I'm weak;
for my dependency on others is strong.
Won't a faithful one wipe these tears away?
Won't a loyal one find the keys to my heart?
The God I onced believed in seems diminished.
Maybe,
hope is lost.
For stupid people like me.

Rei bboyed at 23:58

Christmas came early! Haha I want more DS games for christmas presents! -HINT-

My Nintendo is my new obsession now. It's Nintendo when I wake up, Nintendo when I'm eating, Nintendo when I'm walking, and Nintendo before I sleep. I even walked straight into a bush while playing Nintendo on the streets. And now, The Mother and The Brother are crazy over it. Yes, The Mother too. She happens to think that Brain Age is the best game ever invented. She doesn't want to buy another console for herself, but chooses to pester me instead :(( Maybe I should get a console for the both of them to fight it over.

MELANIE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE! WOOHOO! It's meet-up time! New Zealand fattened her up - I'm dying to see how she looks like now ;D

Anyways, I was supposed to wake up early today to give him a morning call, but he woke up earlier than I did ㅠㅠ Weirdly enough, he thanked me, even though I called him an hour late. We wanted to have dinner together today, but he lost his handphone! [Secretly, I'm rejoicing. Because I don't like his phone model ;p] He tried calling me using his friend's handphone, but for some reason, I didn't get it the first time round. Nor did I get his message and call last night too. I think I missed alot of calls and messages, but, BUT! I didn't receive any! ㅠㅠ Is M1's fault, or is it my phone's problem? ㅠㅠ

Minoo told me something nice - he said that I'm a very nice and special girl to him [no, I'm not talking about Minoo, all you dodos who think otherwise]. I'm so touched (>.<) And his nick was, "She's the one". -spasms- I'm so lucky I can cry.

Jei, by the way, Minoo misses you. You are his buddy for teasing me -____-" I told him your name was Jei Shin, and he was like, is she Korean?? HAHAHA

Rei bboyed at 14:28

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Onon Darling, Vinny and me went for Happiness, which came in the form of Chocolate Enchantment, Muddy Mud Pie, Iced Earl Vanilla, Iced Passion Vanilla, Iced Latte, AND Fresh Fruit Fondue at Coffee Club! WHOOPEE!

And then, it was to get Happiness 2 - NINTENDO DS LITE! PINK!

Though I got fleeced at the shop :(( NEVER PATRONISE CY SOMETHING AT LUCKY PLAZA. I forgot the shop's name. But it's located at B1. Oh well, on the bright side, AT LEAST I'M A PROUD OWNER OF A PINK DS LITE! It's time to decorate, DECORATE! I got the games Brain Age and some monkey thing. Sims 2 was sold out! :(( I want Sims 2. I've decided - all I want for Christmas is Sims 2. HAHA

We went to Cineleisure. Because I was so excited at owning a DS but not being able to play it, I was looking all over the place for power points to charge my DS. We found a few power points around shops and outside of Cineleisure, but we were not going to look like idiots hanging around power points for 4 hours! Finally, we found a convenient one in Cafe Cartel, so the 3 of us hung out there. We ordered supreme platter, which we rationed for the 4 hours. Then, we discovered the beauty of Cafe Cartel - free flow of bread! HAHA Onon Darling wowed me with magic tricks, then we played Daidee. For some reason, the game was changed to Old Maid! GAHH- I tell you, I'm cursed! I've never won a single game of Old Maid. I swear. That's why Karen, Aiqing and Chu gave me the nickname 'Old Maid' for a period of time :(( It's not fair. Onon Darling and Vinny kept high-fiving each other while I kept being branded as 'Old Maid'. ㅠㅠ I HATE THAT GAME! DS is a much better friend. I shall give it a name, but I haven't found a nice one. Onon Darling reckons I should name it Pinky. Sounds so Pinky and the Brain. Hmmm.

Rei bboyed at 03:30

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Murdoc told me something about him:

The day at MoS, he didn't leave my side even though he was supposed to gather with his friends in the VIP room and drink. He stayed the entire night, yet he didn't complain. He didn't like, drag me over to the VIP room, make me sit with his friends and not go back to find my friends. He also knew that I was thirsty, and wanted to go over to the bar counter to help me get mineral water, which was like a 30 minute squeeze with the crowd. So I told him it's ok, but he kept insisting. Haha according to Murdoc, he asked her too. And after we left MoS, he was saying he felt bad that he couldn't bring us into the VIP room because there were too many of us. Then he was like, why didn't you tell me so many of your friends were coming? Actually, my friends only consisted of Minoo, 승민, Murdoc and Hien. HAHA but I don't think he knew. Anyways, everyone is like gushing over how nice he is. Even Murdoc was saying, for once, Minoo did something right. HAHAHA

Anyways, I met up with Minoo at Lido McCafe again. He came by, and that idiot kept teasing me. I was trying to open the plastic wrapping on my temaki, when he suddenly talked to me. I got distracted, and dropped the temaki on cue. Minoo laughed like a mad dog! OMG- so embarassing! It's like, I dropped it because he talked to me! (>.<) but no! It wasn't like that! ㅠㅠ He was so funny too. He bought this packet of chocolate sticks for me, but for some reason, he pushed it across the seat, away from Minoo's view. I was thinking like, why did he do that! Hahaha Minoo found out, and he started complaining that we are keeping secrets from him blahblah. That idiot just won't stop teasing us, or rather, ME, the entire time. And the both of them kept laughing at me too! Why?! WHY?! ㅠㅠ

We walked Minoo to the MRT, then the both of us continued walking. He asked me to go Indonesia... but honestly, I don't know. I'm kind of scared I will trouble him, because I know his parents are kind of strict. And also, we are only dating! Isn't it weird to go alone to Indonesia with a guy you are only dating?? It's like, morally wrong! ㅠㅠ But I've never been to Indonesia before... not even Batam. -____-" I'm like some kind of country pumpkin ㅠㅠ Anyways, we walked to Cineleisure, where he talked to his friends for awhile. He introduced me to them, but I only caught like 2 names. Foifoi [Foyfoy?] and Tien [Thien?]. The other girl's name was Sel something; the guy's something like... kwang? Kiang? o_0 My memory is so bad now. He was supposed to go MoS with them to drink, but he insisted on sending me home. I was like, send me all the way home and come back here again?! Which he really did. I was telling him I can go back home alone, it's ok, but he insisted. NOW EVERYBODY GO, AWWWWWWWW.

Rei bboyed at 01:47

Friday, November 10, 2006

We met at the most unexpected of places, under the most unexpected of circumstances. We got to know each other through the most unexpected of people, and came together for the most unexpected of reasons. LET'S BE TOGETHER FOREVER UNEXPECTEDLY, ONON DARLING.

Rei bboyed at 11:37

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Thanks to Jei for the great introduction to 수 restaurant at Far East! I'm like addicted to the restaurant. It has great food, great ambience, and great service! Though 김치볶음밥 nearly killed my mouth ^^" ONON DARLING asked me to work at Gap with her. Gap! Sounds cool! Hahaha apparently Michelle will be there too. Gosh- I'm so scared she will stalk me and set fire to my house. -___-" And Batam for $98 sounds so tempting. But I wonder whether there will be anything for me to buy there ^^"

And Notre Dame de Paris musical IS SO FREAKING NICE! I cried when Quasimodo was bemoaning God being unfair to him, making him so ugly, while Phoebus so handsome. He went with me... in clothes he specially bought for the occasion. His jacket was so nice! White with stripes! But he seriously shops like a girl HAHA. In Act Two, there was this part where he suddenly exclaimed, "How come there's Ultraman?" I was like, huh? What Ultraman?? Then he gestured towards the Gargoyles... HAHAHAHAHA but okay, I do admit they did resembled abit like Ultraman, though more of a cross between Buddha and Ultraman. Anyways, I so want to watch AGAIN! It's THAT good! This time, I'm getting the Category A seats. I wanted to get Category B, but the tickets were sold out. Category C was ok, I mean, MUCH better than the cheapskate seats where I actually saw a guy holding BINOCULARS [I'm not kidding]! But the subtitles were abit blurry... and it was pretty far from the stage. All in all, I'm really glad he liked the show. I mean, not many teenagers appreciate musicals! Most of them deem it too classical... too old-fashioned bla, but I love classics!

Anyways, after the musical ended, we walked around the Indoor Stadium. There was this bridge leading to a small park, so we took a walk there. He suddenly asked me, "How does rain benefit humans?" I was so taken aback. Like, huh?! Then it hit me - I didn't know the asnwer. Turns out he's having his geography paper tomorrow and he's trying to anticipate the questions. He started mumbling to himself many other questions, questions like why are there so many trees in forests, questions that I had absolutely no answers too. I felt dumb :(( Whatever happened to my general knowledge man. This shows, it's time to hit the library! Whoopee~ We got kind of freaked out after he suddenly remembered that some woman died around that area, so we left pretty soon after that. Oh yeah. He wants to watch Notre Dame de Paris with me again (>.<) I feel so shy! shyshyshy. Maybe I could ask Melly along! She's back from New Zealand next monday! Yay!

Rei bboyed at 00:28

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

I couldn't take it anymore yesterday. I spent the entire morning clearing up the MO's room, arranging the casenotes nicely, according to the theatre and time. When I came back from lunch break, Sister scolded me. She said I MESSED UP the room and the casenotes. When I checked the MO's room, someone pushed the entire stack of DS casenotes down! Like WTH. And around in the late afternoon, only Ursha and I were left. She went to A&E to get something, and during this period, I realised that a patient left something behind. Since he left only like a few minutes ago, I decided to run after him. In the end, I couldn't find him, but I was so breathless I nearly died. My chest felt so constricted; I couldn't breathe at all. After I got back, I was feeling really unwell - giddy and immense migraine. Ursha came back after I was back for 5 minutes. About half an hour later, I started feeling nauseous. After informing Ursha about the patient's belongings, I went off. Guess what. She complained to Sister, who complained to the supervisor, who called me. They claimed I didn't go after any patient. -jaw drops- I had to do a long explanation, when I was still sick. In the end, I burst. And I quit the job on the spot.

I can't stand the way Ursha sucks up to Sister and all the doctors. I can't stand the way she's so two-faced to me, calling me darling, offering me sweets, and then stabbing me in the back. Cecilia is also another classic case. She forces me to listen to her talk when patients have been waiting for like half an hour to get discharged. She spun lies about that incident on saturday to everyone. After Gina and Evelyn left, I felt totally lonely. The both of them were the only nice seniors around. They were the only ones who corrected my mistakes when I'm in the wrong, instead of running to the supervisor to complain. I mean, I'm a newcomer. Obviously I will make mistakes, but it's only wrong if I make the same mistake twice. The seniors shouldn't blow things up when I'm just a noob. They should correct me first, and only complain on my second mistake. Even Sister is mean. Just because I don't suck up to her, she doesn't like me much. I know alot of them are pretty annoyed that I didn't go through an interview - that I understand. But it's not like I didn't do my job. There was this time when I stayed back for more than an hour to help Cecilia because there was so many work - and I didn't get paid for it. I'm only paid for 8 hours of work. Anything more than that, it's my problem. And when I was sick on saturday, I didn't take an MC because I was the only one going. If I don't show up for work, they can't find another replacement. But do they appreciate it? No. They continue their meanness. WHY ARE PEOPLE LIKE THAT.

On a brighter note, I went to PS today to get my internet connection fixed. Turns out, The Father cut the internet connection because my brother's results were so bad, he's on probation for JC2. Apparently, he was playing dota every single day during his exams -___-" But The Father relented after I begged that I needed to use the net too! ONON DARLING accompanied me, and we went to Takashimaya's Coffee Club to have tea later. Fresh fruit fondue rocks! I'm so going back there again! The thought of warm chocolate just makes my mouth waters -salivates- Stupid ONON DARLING made me send this message to him.

"Kamu adalah satu-satunya untuk saya. Kamu jelita dan menawan sekali. Kamu adalah jantung hatiku, kamu adalah pokemon kegemaran saya!"

I had no idea what the message meant. ONON DARLING said he will reply sama-sama. But check out his reply:

"Kamu juga seperti bunga mawar yang baru tumbuh segar di hatiku. Dimana kamu berada disampingku, watak jiwaku kembali tegar dan kuat akan cinta lagi. Kau ialah hatiku, hidupku dan malaikatku. Aku cinta kepadamu!"

ONON DARLING and I were like, ?! DON'T UNDERSTAND!!! He said he's too shy to explain too ^^"

Anyways, tomorrow's Notre Dame de Paris day! I think it will be a great show! They received standing ovations in Korea! Even 승민 wants to watch... but Minoo has no money to bring her there HAHA

Rei bboyed at 19:35

Monday, November 06, 2006

a metal labyrinth I'm incarcerated in.
wrinkes reversed to youth
where rainbows were abound.
vision's a perpetual London.
pining for the warmth I once basked in
flowers bloom
beaches crowded
leaves fall
fireplaces burned.
an irreversible process -
black turning to white.
the hooded eyes betray nothing
una furtiva lagrima

Rei bboyed at 01:46

Sunday, November 05, 2006

I got dragged down to church again. This time to watch Parachute Band's concert where I was made to stand for like two and a half hours. 0_0 But I had a good talk with Jeremy. We were arguing over who's the smarter one and he insisted that it was me. Apparently there was this time when we were young, our relatives gave us a little test on Chinese, and I was the only one who could do it. But hello, he graduated from R.I.??? -____-"

The Mother brought me to her Malay friend's house for Hari Raya celebration after that. The food was SO NICE. I so wanted to steal all the containers!! ㅠㅠ why can't The Mother know how to cook?! :(( I kept pestering her to buy me a phone though. I think she's relenting! But then again, maybe not. The Parents are still mad about the phone bill thing :((

And I think I'm losing my memory. Like seriously. A guy named Leon messaged me. But it's not the Leon I know. I know only 2 Leons - 1 from MoS, the other from the hospital. This guy is neither. But he sounded like he knows me! Yet I don't remember anything! 0_0 and yesterday, Jeffry was also asking me how did I know Budianto. I paused for a really long while, then I realised I don't remember AT ALL. I only remembered the last time I saw him... which was at Madam Wong's. He said hi, I said hi, we exchanged numbers because he got a new one. That's it. -____-" Where'd my memories go?

Rei bboyed at 23:01

Saturday, November 04, 2006

I broke down and cried in the ward today. I'm so disillusioned with life. I can't believe Cecilia badmouthed about me to the head behind my back, but joked, laughed and acted cute in front of me. The Mother's friend came down and had a talk with me again. After that, I called The Mother and cried to her. She said people are like that, because everyone's fighting to get promoted, to increase their salary, to up their position of power. She also said society's this cruel, and the reason she wanted me to work was to see all these, get the experience, and build up my character. She continued that I'm too innocent, and very liable to get cheated, bullied, et cetera in life, thus this. I DON'T WANT. I DON'T LIKE. I HATE ALL THESE. How can people be so mean. It's not like I'm their competition or something - I'm just a temp staff! I did hear that backstabbings are rampant in offices, but I never knew that such things existed in hospitals too. Isn't the hospital a place for healing? For recovery? For the betterment of mankind? I'd rather be too innocent, too ignorant, than to face all these. The tears just can't stop flowing. The place where I was touched by an angel suddenly seems like hell. I came back home and buried myself under the warm covers of my bed, but it just felt lonelier. Because I realised, no one is going to be here forever to shield me from the evils of life.

Rei bboyed at 20:21

Sister, being a Malay, couldn't remember this patient's name. She remembered only the surname, which was "Ong" [the full name was Ong Huey]. She was like, "Ong.... Ong.... Ong..." Pause. Then she blurted out "That patient... Ong Lye." Cecilia and me laughed like mad cows. ONG LYE! Sister didn't get the joke though ^^"

I talked to a staff nurse before, and she told me about unappreciation by some public members. Today, I got the full blow of that. A complaint was lodged by the patient's family member, saying that information was not given clearly. The main concern was that the follow-up appointment wasn't scheduled, which was so not my fault! The stupid clinic were re-tabulating the doctors' schedule, so we couldn't book any appointments at all. I told the patient, AND the family member, that I will personally call them once everything is cleared up. But the patient said she will not be able to pick up calls as she will be at work. Fine, I decided to go the extra mile by informing them that I will sms them once TCU is done. They left the patient's contact number, and the son's contact number. I was to sms both. Which I did. Like 4 hours later. Which, again, WAS NOT MY FAULT. And they called to complain. WTH.

Work finished late today, so I could only meet him at 9. I accidentally found a way to stop him from wasting his money and coming to pick me up - walk out of the house first then call. HAHA anyways, I felt like some dog sniffing hard at the air at times - I was secretly breathing in his cologne! HAHA I sound so sick! ㅠㅠ we watched 'Oh in Ohio', which was a really brainless movie. The ending was so abrupt that I went "HUH.". But the swimming pool in Wayne's house was SO C.O.O.L. I LOVE THE SLIDE. I WANT THAT TOO. But suddenly, I don't really want to live in a big house with plenty of space. I want a small double-storey loft. 1st floor would be the living room and kitchen. 2nd floor would just be the bedroom. Nice, sweet, cosy and simple. THE perfect bachelorette pad. I wonder where in Singapore does such an apartment exist.

Rei bboyed at 02:06

Thursday, November 02, 2006

I've been stealing from all these containers. It's so yummy! I can't keep my hands off them!

I came across alot of funny names today. There was this patient named Kwai Lan. Though I have no idea what does kwai lan means in hokkien, I'm pretty sure it's a bad word. And there's this guy named Robless. o_0 Karen Mok was among our patients today too ;p

Suddenly, I'm shy of my own blog. Just because I posted his picture here. HAHA

Rei bboyed at 20:46

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Yay! Pictures taken at the halloween party are here! And I can't believe Kathy said I flirted with Jeffry. HELLO. DO I LOOK LIKE I KNOW HOW TO FLIRT.

Murdoc and me

Minoo with "mama", 승민

Jeffry, me and 路人甲 [passerby]

Everyone said I looked damn excited to take picture with him. I'm not. I'M NOT. I'M NOT!!! And apparently, everyone thought we looked good together x_x

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I suddenly remembered something he did at MoS! When I wasn't looking, I think Minoo offered him a smoke, and he took it. Then I turned and saw him holding the stick. His eyes widened, and he quickly stuffed the cigarette back to Minoo. AND HE STARED AT ME WITH THIS EXPRESSION THAT WAS SO ADORABLE!! It was akin to those little boys' expressions when they were caught by their mothers for stealing cookies! Minoo started trying to speak up for him, but he just stood there with his 2 arms clasped by his sides... and looking at me with THAT expression. I got so shy, I started laughing and hiding behind Murdoc. :$

Rei bboyed at 20:44

I'm seething mad now.

I'm like a freaking newcomer in the ward, so obviously I do whatever my seniors tell me to do. I asked what can I help, and Linda dumped on me the most mundane job and told me to go to the MO's room and do. Ok, I went in and dutifully did my work. When the supervisor [The Mother's friend] came, Sister complained to her that my work attitude sucks because I kept staying in the room! The rest also said that they were so busy, yet I didn't help them. How the hell am I supposed to see that you all were busy when I'm INSIDE the room?! Sister also said I chose the easiest job... I don't want to do my job... OMG. I did what I was told to do!! Even Linda complained I didn't help her. WHAT THE HELL. You told me to go inside the room, and now you complain?! GAHH- and now the supervisor told The Mother, and The Mother is saying that she lost face because of me. IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT. And they complained about that time when I was late in coming back after my lunch break. IT WAS THAT OLD MAN WHO HELD ME UP OK. You can't expect me to inform him that I'm late for my work and wave bye. BAHH- women! They can be so bitchy!!

Rei bboyed at 15:37