domokun

Thursday, March 30, 2006

i was channel surfing when a commercial about this cartoon on kids central caught my attention. they were singing "go speed racer" over and over again [the cartoon's title is speed racer, by the way]. but the pronounciation was so bad, i kept hearing it as "constipation". i laughed my ass off XD

Rei bboyed at 21:26

Saturday, March 25, 2006

my domokun present from jingwen fresh off the land of the rising sun!

it's sooo long! half my body length!

and it's soft! i just love his very scary face! XD

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Rei bboyed at 14:20

Sunday, March 19, 2006

FLOORSKILLZ'06 IS THE BEST EVER!!!

bboys from puerto rico, indonesia, new york, korea, thailand, japan, melbourne, malaysia etc!! and there were even bgirls with style XD

1st- $7 crew from indonesia
2nd- tom yam [omal, gino, yoshi]
3rd- radical [radikal?] force crew [consisting of winners of floorskillz'04]
4th- i forgot their crew name. but it has 2 koreans! and one caucasian whom i thought resembled superman.

and definition finally debuted! hahaha man! competition was so fierce! this is probably the first floorskillz that i had no idea who will win! there were a few singaporean bboys with style, the thai bboys definitely had style, but the koreans were the one who owned the style category! too bad power moves won over style T_T yoshi's headspin wasn't up to standard, the one he did at madam wong was better.. there was this one particular bboy with style too. the filippino from melbourne. really good! his footwork, his 6steps were godlike! though his flying hair was abit of a distraction.. ohh. there was this one korean who looked like 진옥, but a chubbier version with weird hair. AND MY FREAKING CAMCORDER AND DIGICAM DIED ON ME! T_T i can only cross my fingers and hope that yoshi and gonza have footage of the whole event.

anyways, made many many new friends! talked to the thai bboys - wee even offered me a drink :)) i couldnt catch 2 of the thai bboys' names though T_T and i talked to wenzhi! at first i was really scared, cox he always looked so aloof. amazingly, he smiled and grinned at me. he offered to teach! -claps oh yeahh. when gonza saw kei, he reminded her of the drunk incident, and he told golf. so he and golf were teasing her! hahaha golf was asking us when are we going back to thailand again.. i was thinking, i hope soon! they are such nice people XD

keiiiii kun! when are you free to go back???

Rei bboyed at 14:39

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

an RA quiz! im amused! cox the questions are so irrelevant.

1. How many people have you had sex with in 2006?
i didnt even do it once my entire life.

2. Weed, coke, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium, hash.... out of these 12 drugs how many have you done?
im anti-drugs.

3. Ever cheated on a GF/BF?
never did, never will.

4. Ever paid for sex?
refer to question 1.

5. Ever been married?
dude, im only 19.

6. Ever been divorced?
see above.

7. If you had to pick one, what's your favorite sexual position?
see question 1 again.

8. Do you own any guns?
no.. never will. held one before and it's a scary feeling.

9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail?
i've had my 30 minutes in the police headquarters, and no, i dont like it.

10.Ever been to rehab?
never seen one before.

11. Ever do anything gay sexually?
question 1 please.

12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace?
question 1 again.

13. What size are your breasts?
no idea how to measure.

14. What celebrity would you want to have sex with if you had the chance?
i'd rather be in a relationship with them.

15. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult?
HAHA not yet an adult!

16. Do you keep a weapon under or next to your bed at night?
uhmm. penknife? next to my bed, on my study table, in my pencil box.

17. What celebrity would you want to beat up if you had the chance?
BOA. DEFINITELY HER.

21. Ever rolled into the harsh ghetto to buy drugs?
singapore doesnt have ghettos, and refer to question 2 please.

22. Ever hired a PI to follow someone?
no, but my mom did that on me once.

23. Ever bang your friends man/woman?
QUESTION 1!!

24. What is your IQ?
i cant remember. over 130?

25. Fake tits or real tits?
as in, do i prefer fake or real, or do i have fake or real?

26. Ever watch someone die?
well, i was in the next room watching cartoons.

27. How long has it been since you had sex?
i feel so repetitive. question 1.

28. Name your favorite beer:
i hate beers generally. but OB lager is sweet :))

Finish the Sentence ................................

My ex is ... a playboy.
Maybe I should... call the moral police.
I love... my grandmother the most.
I don't understand ... MATH AND SCIENCE.
Love is... beautiful :))
Somewhere, someone is... born
I will always ... wait for you.
I never want to ... be taken for a ride.
When I woke up this morning... i went back to sleep.
My past is incredibly... sweet. especially so during my childhood.
I get annoyed when... i dont have enough sleep and food. people talking to me when im reading. people disturbing me when im trying to sleep.
I wish... to love, and be loved.
I was done with all this mess... im not done yet.
My dog... is gone T_T
Kisses are the worst when... the person smokes, tries to find out what you ate for lunch by going too deep.
Tomorrow I'm going to... try to find that bright light.
I have low tolerance for people who... are cheap.
If I had a million dollars... get back my granny's house. the rest, to abused abandoned neglected starving kids around the world.

The Firsts
1. Who was your first kiss?
no idea who that guy was. some young birthday boy who liked me when i was 5. i was forced to kiss him.

2. Who was your first Homecoming date?
i was in a girls' school.

3. Who was your first roommate?
my brother?

4. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
some bottle. some hard liquor.

5. Where was your "first time"
geeez... how many times do i have to repeat myself.

6. What was your first job?
childcare centre playing with kids!

7. What was your first car?
mercs. the kind you sit in and run around in, training toddlers to walk.

8. When did you go to your first funeral?
when i was 5. my grandpa died. i cried, cox the music was deafening.

9. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?
11. i cried for a month.

10. Who was your first grade teacher?
mrs rajoo. raju. no idea. she slapped me though.

11. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
hawaii.

12. Where did you go for your first date and who was it with?
for guys: leon, at cine.
for girls: i forgot. just happened.

13. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
bart.

14. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
i have 3. and yes, we are still keeping in contact.

15. Who was the first person to send you flowers, or who was the first person that you sent flowers to?
lumpiee sent me flowers; i sent my mom flowers

16. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house?
im still here.

17. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
the friendly bomoh neighbour to curse whoever had me in a bad mood.

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1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
you are so fugly.

2. How much cash do you have on you?
im still in pyjamas.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
uhmm. floor?

4. Favorite planet?
jupiter. cox it's so colourful.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell?
unknown number.

6. What is your favorite season?
winter! i love snow!

7. What shirt are you wearing?
cami.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
like bisexual?

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing:
no shoes in asian households.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
my room is dark. i think thats what the question is asking.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching scary movie 3 with my brother and cornelious.

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
oops. i deleted it. can't remember.

15. Where is your nearest 7-11 from your home?
500m away.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
chocolates.

17. Who told you they loved you last?
justin.

18. who's on your mind?
i dont want to admit.

19. How many drugs have you done in the past seven days?
sighs-

20. How many roles of film do you need to get developed?
???

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
uhmm. 3?

22. Your worst enemy?
myself.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
이준기!!!!!!!!!

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"he's not in"

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
FLY!

26. Do you like someone?
no. i love someone.

27. The last song you listened to?
lexy - animal

Rei bboyed at 14:30

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

i try. and i try. and yet i try. this fortress can't hold much longer. im still trying...

Rei bboyed at 23:28

Monday, March 13, 2006

the pieces of news worthy of headlines on my birthday:

1. PAP to reveal candidates' names for polls
2. mardan won a golf tournament

SO EXCITING. anyways, happy birthday to me! claps-

thanks to those who called me - justin, azimah, nick, karen, cornelious, mummy, yoshi [i cant remember anymore.]
thanks to those who smsed me - net, minoo, kei, jei, ws, vanessa, jinnie, lumpiieeee, joel [etc.]
thanks to those who left testimonials on friendster - nora, bia, murdoch, cynthia, golf, wati, adil
thanks to those who messaged me - xantos, luying, jingwen, stanley, alex, estonia, marvel, edmond, james[etc. again cox i cant remember]

by the way, i need to mention this. minoo sent the funniest birthday message that had me laughing like a donkey. "i hope u'll find better bf in ur this year" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

what shall my birthday wish be?
world peace. lmao XD

1. my grandmother to be happy
2. my family to be happy
3. my friends to be happy
and for myself...
to be happy too :))

u quag tiy qukk giks nw ub tiye ?ena ?f?ub ?bs a?t tiy kicw nw [anyone who can decode that?? hahahaa]

Rei bboyed at 23:09

Sunday, March 12, 2006

im so tired, i cant open my eyes properly T_T i slept at 5 last night, rushing through minoo's appeal letter.

and yes! here are the assortment of presents.

im still trying to figure out what this is. it's from nick, by the way. he said it's a dog, i reckon its a llama.

and this! a real LV handphone tag! not available in singapore! cooool :)) i bet nick got that in canada

and his lame birthday card. it was sorta like a postcard, just that the picture on the other side was him -_-" his handwriting's so messy!

net's present! with the tag still there... so now i know it costs $59.95. hahaha

the looong awaited "grass". it's a x'mas present from jingwen. and x'mas was 3 months ago.

i was kinda heartbroken to cut the ribbons, cox it looked so nicely done! once i opened the box, tada!

took it out and i thought it looked so pretty!

then i flipped it over. HORROR OF HORRORS.

it's a freakin' man u shirt! O_O!

egad! how can a chelsea fan wear a man u shirt?! garhhhhhh

anyways, congrats to foreplay! organisers for the successful party! 2k people at madam wong! coooool. and yes! i cant wait for next week! floorskillz'06! 2 crews from korea! how cool can floorskillz get??

Rei bboyed at 18:58

i was basically out the whole afternoon. out as in, out of action. saw a doc, ate some pills [NOT AGAIN T_T] and rest.

after i recovered, i met nick at cine! he passed me my birthday presents! note the plural form. i was ecstatic! minoo was at cine with his girlfriend too! she's really pretty! anyways, minoo and i talked about him being expelled and all [if anyone wanna know why, i can post the story up XD pretty funny anyway]. he wants to go back to school, so he asked if i could write him an appeal letter. and i agreed! there you go - im such a good friend. hahaha anyways, nick and i were wandering around aimlessly in town when i remembered lutfi invited me to partyworld. popped by to wish him a happy birthday! but the trip was marred by [stupid stupid stupid stupid] bart who ELBOWED my poor friend to the couch. my poor friend who knows NOBODY in the ktv [not that i know everyone too what the heck]. but i felt so bad so i took nick out. lutfi wanted nick to drink, but he can't, cox he'll go back into some alcohol addiction, so i drank! still, it was fun seeing nick! hahaha it's nice to have someone whose korean is just as bad as yours to converse in korean. XD he made me talk to his mom though T_T ps.

anyways, i had to rush back home cox my phone was dead flat. moped around waiting for it to charge when net decided to pick me up to go BACK to town. he got me a birthday present too! happy happy happy XD

and so i went to madam wong! weird place. i couldnt quite get the hang of it. jingwen brought me to some private area and i saw yoshi! gonza, golf [gonza's brother] and wee were there too! give it up for the thai dudes from ground scatter crew who won BOTY [SEA]!!

gonza was fooling around.. that's him, the helmet face. though he looks like he's trying to act jason.

wee, golf, gonza and yoshi!

anyways, june's in town too! she's following yoshi :)) so sweet! she even gave him a BIG kiss on the cheek before the performance! oh yes, murdoch was there too! :)) she was excited seeing yoshi! hahaha and she's an avid floorskillz fan! yayy!

performance was FANTASTIC! may i proudly announce i was the one who brokered between the organisers and them! ahhhhh- i just love bboying! anyways, after the performance, there was this lame contest between 2 guys - the one with the best dance moves walks away with a free jug of jim bean.

joshua
VS
sam

sam won, cox joshua's bboy skills weren't fantastic. june was even saying he danced "very ugly" hahaha kinda mean, but i really applaud his courage to dare to perform. beatboxers came up, and emcees too!

Koflo's MC [hahahaha he defected from Liquid Room hahahahahaha]

so madam wong had bboys, beatboxers, DJ, MCs... they were just missing on graffiti artists. hahaha overall, really cool! i made new friends! yayy! but im so pooped now. gonna upload more pictures tomorrow.. now, it's time to hit the sack T_T sweet bliss.

Rei bboyed at 03:36

Friday, March 10, 2006

can you believe it?? im sick for 3 days straight! i've been coughing, feeling lethargic, and getting this urge to puke. and my nose keeps picking up this scent.. it comes and goes, but the thing is, i smell it no matter where i am. though i only get it after taking panadols... thinking of tablets makes me wanna puke. im so sick of it. especially the part when you can feel the tablets slowly easing their way down the oesophagus, muscles pushing and contracting all. disgusting. urgh- how can anyone overdose on like, 40 panadols?! bleurgh.

but a happy thought! my birthday is in 3 more days! HINTHINTHINTHINTHINT! hahahaha but i dont want anyone singing happy birthday to me please. nonono. i hate that. anyways, i want domokun!! big soft toy of domokun XD will anyone be so kind as to get that for me? *hopeful

Rei bboyed at 14:10

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

i want hair like 효리!!!!! pretty pretty <3 but i wonder when will my hair reach that length.. probably end of this year? bahhhhh- or there's always the option of.... HAIR EXTENSIONS! but that would mean not washing my hair for days T_T

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the timeYou have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/"> What Kind of Soul Are You?

Rei bboyed at 15:30

Monday, March 06, 2006

ok, i know i didnt really tell anyone what really happened between bart and me, and it's been 1 month plus, so i guess it's time i should come clean.

reason for breaking up: i felt that he didnt love me.
and that claim, didnt just appear out of thin air. it's backed by evidence. anyways, he didnt care much to put up any fight, but just said ok. further proof for you critics out there, like there's any.

was i heartbroken? yes.
condolences started pouring in, from everyone. however, it didnt make me feel any much better. cox they were all ripping each other off.

" he doesn't deserve you."
"he's a jerk."
"he doesn't deserve your love."
"you and him are impossible in the first place."
"good that you broke up. i can tell you horror stories about him that makes you wish you didnt even get toegther with him."

i was like, isn't anybody out there who's going to say, "im sorry about you and bart. you 2 were such a sweet couple." or somewhere along that line. why was everyone bitching about him, including his own friends? the funny thing was, he managed to prove to everyone that he IS a jerk by getting another girlfriend less than a week later, and promptly slept with her. i have no idea how long they lasted, but from what i've heard from people, the girl isn't exactly your friendly next-door neighbour, to put it mildly. however, one guy had me cracking up over her name. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA mei gui. reminded me of this lame 80s show, hei mei gui [black rose], where this girl dressed up in black, complete with a rose stuck on her head, and goes round killing people? i think. i seem to recall her climbing in and out of windows.. so lame! hahahahahaha

ok, that was uncalled for. anyways, i know what's the question on everyone's mind now.
"what am i feeling towards him?"
first thing first, i can't remember his face. unless im given a picture, i cannot recall his face at all. the only 2 things i can remember, however, is his smile [lol like the cheshire cat's grin that didnt disappear from the air], and the feelings i had for him. as for now, i am deeply appalled by him. and what he did.

did i love him? yes.
i loved him with all my heart, though i didnt show it. and maybe, i didnt realise that i truly loved him too. part of me was in denial, i guess. what those philosophers said are really true. you dont know what you have, till you lose it. i only knew i love him, when i lost him.

and i know now that we've parted, im supposed to get a guy who's better than him and fall in love again [the advice of many people.]. BUT! if i can just get another guy now, then what i felt for bart, wasn't love. you can't just say hi and bye to love; it's something that follows you your entire life. i mean, its not like, 10 years down the road, im going to remember leon. because i didnt love him. he was nothing but a forgettable crush.

as for the part of finding a better guy who will treat me better, i've met tons of guys who did just that.
"but he treated you like shit."
i know.. but sometimes, i can't help but think, that maybe, the way he treated me, was to the best of his ability. great, now i'm making excuses for him.

now the BIG question.
do i still love him?
...
....
.....
i'd prefer not to answer that.

well, if it comforts you people, i've deleted ALL the pictures i took with him on my com. or anything remotely related to him. however, the next day, i regretted my decision and wanted to get the stuffs back. i contacted computer engineers, geeks etc. crying my heart out. i nearly forked out 200 bucks to get the stuffs back, but i managed to calm down after a few days and decided that it's not worth it. so now, all the stuffs that are not on the computer, are in a box, in a really out-of-reach spot. so unless i decide to break my knees and insert screws for them to grow, i will never be able to see it again, not even with a ladder.

and a big sorry to people whom were concerned about me.. cox i didnt respond to calls, emails nor messages. i just didnt have the mood to explain everything. but there you go, my problems! now you know!

Rei bboyed at 15:18

Sunday, March 05, 2006

went out with net to lido! this time, i paid for the cab fare! hahaha net is so gentlemanly! i was so impressed!! he even pulled out my chair for me during dinner.. wow. still, i managed to cheat him so that i could pay for my meal, AND the $2 arcade he paid for me the other time. i mean, i really appreciate the fact that he's such a gentleman cox it's so rare nowadays, but it's really exasperating at times, considering that i dont like guys paying for me! makes me feel like some kinda kept woman or something. anyways, he was pretty annoyed that i repeatedly paid for my own things, so he kept stuffing money in my bag. as for me, i'll either be throwing it back at him or trying hard to slip it into his jeans without touching him. hahaha oh yeahh. justin sent me a really weird message saying that i like net?! i was like, what are you talking about?! we are just friends -___-" like, c'mon! he's the same age as my brother! maybe that's why i can talk to him well :))

anyways, final destination 3 freaked the hell outta me!!! i was clutching my face, my mouth, my head etc. it was so gruesome!! im glad im not perishing in any of the ways those victims died T_Tv but it was pretty amusing. every time they died, i would shift very uncomfortably in my seat, and net would go, "are you ok?" and pass me the cup of coke hahahaha still, i recommend NO ONE to watch final destination 3. you'll start seeing signs of death everywhere. like when a stack of cardboxes were being wheeled towards me, i had a sudden vision of it falling on me and some hidden knives in the boxes would stab me to death or something -______-"

we went over to cine to play time crisis. i saw a crowd gathering near the pool tables, and i thought like, is there some pro playing or something? i poked my head in and saw a guy squatting against the wall, holding his head. net was like, ohhhh, fight. then i saw splatters of blood on the floor. and blood oozing out of the guy's nose. i remembered bumping into this haughty guy who stomped past me, probably the one who beat the crap outta that guy. BUT THAT IS SO IMPOSSIBLE. cox that haughty guy was so short! abit shorter than me? not manhunt kinda buff, but there were still muscles. and that guy who's bleeding, was chubby and tall. weird. i wondered what they fought over though. which reminds me, I MISSED THE GOOD SHOW T_T i've never seen a real fight before. maybe im just destinied to be mummy's little girl who will never ever see anything bad.

and did i mention? net sent me home again AND paid for the arcade AGAIN. freak. i have to force the money back AGAIN. -_____-"

Rei bboyed at 02:13

Saturday, March 04, 2006

i was trying desperately to hail a cab in the scorching heat today. for like 1/2 an hour. EVERY single cab that passed by us were taken! arghhhh- so there i was, sitting rather unglamourously in the bus stop with a friend trying to escape the freak weather when i couldnt take it anymore. i just HAD to do something! rather than getting my ass burnt, i got up, put my arm up, and started shouting at all the cabs passing by.

"STOP! JUST STOP, DAMMIT!!!!"

and a cab just zoomed in and stopped right in front of me. WOW. i was so amazed with myself, i could only stare at the cab driver. my friend was pretty impressed too :))

so there i was, feeling so full of myself the entire day, till this pervert spoilt my mood.
he wolf-whistled. AT ME!! O_O! garhhhhhhhhhhh-
according to my friend, he was checking out my legs.
nothing nice to see please!
it's fat!
disgusting freakin cheekohpehs.
i think singapore should outlaw them.
actually, i have a better idea.
we should have a moral police where they will round up all the players and perverts.
instead of slapping them with jail terms or fines,
we SHOULD CASTRATE them.
that should spell the end of them :))

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howboyishorgirlishareyouquiz/">How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

i dont reject traditional roles. i EMBRACE them! c'mon! i will love being a housewife, just taking care of my kids man! but no way im doing the housework. NO FREAKIN' WAY.

Rei bboyed at 14:26

Friday, March 03, 2006

who wants to go for crescent's fun fair?!
me
me!
Me
Me!
ME
ME!
ME!!
ME!!!
ME!!!!

im a happy excited girl!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
i want to see tricia goh!
i want to see my 8 boards!
i want to see my batik!
i want to see the teachers!
i want to see their expression when they see me!
i want to see the principal!
i want to see her expression when she sees me too!
i miss crescent :))

Rei bboyed at 00:08

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

yesterday, i was chatting with xantos when he requested pictures of hot korean girls! i started sending him some mina and harisu's pictures, while looking for more. AND I STUMBLED ACROSS A BLOODY HOT SITE FEATURING PHOTOS OF HARISU IN THE NUDE!!! the both of us started nosebleeding over her. cool thing about xantos? he didnt care about my dear risu's past. wahahahahaha here are some pictures. cant upload the really nude ones. its too porno!!! 0_0

and jei! this is 이준기 i was telling you about! freakin' pretty!

Rei bboyed at 19:10