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Sunday, October 30, 2005

we got banned from the cocktail party cox practically all of us couldnt make it for the dance. but we decided not to let our dresses go to waste! we booked ourselves a posh restaurant, Au Jardin Les Amis! yayy! had a wonderful 7-course dinner, complete with 2 bottles of wine - 1, a 1988 champagne; 2, a 1990 red wine. yummmm. and combined, the wines cost about 1k? hahahaha but it was good! we spent $2860 on the whole thing heh. oh yeahh. and we even celebrated sally's birthday! the restaurant got her this yummy chocolate mousse cake.. >.<>

anyways, after the thing, it was already like 12 plus, nearing 1. karen and andrea didnt wanna go to ktv, so sally, hari, wendy, liyun, yahui, hari and me cabbed down to ktv! hahahaha we sang ourselves hoarse, and jumped till the springs in the sofa spoilt. hahahaha it was so fun!! we sang till the person had to kick us out. hahahaa cox they were already waaaaaay past their closing time and we still didnt have any intention of leaving. hahahaa

went to esplanade waterfront where we talked. played truth or dare... but since there werent much people there, we decided to just do truths. sally and i came up with all the really difficult questions - it got everybody so stumped! hahaha and later on, they got scared whenever i opened my mouth to ask them questions hahaha talked till the sun rose. i just got home, and im totally zonked out now. friggin tired... wake me up after 7 years and 50 days

Rei bboyed at 08:36

Thursday, October 27, 2005

i got for him his hugo boss perfume. it costs $69, but it didnt matter. cox i thought it was nice giving him something out of the blue. i decided to heed what hari said, that i should just love him unconditionally. even when you know he's plain lying, deny everything. be blind to everything. but i realised, after i went to his house, that i cant do that. i try to let myself go, to let myself try loving him, but in the end, he does something that reminds me to protect myself, so that when i fall, i dont fall hard. i'm always being nice to him, but he's always so mean. i dont think he has ever considered my feelings before, ever tried to understand me. i dont know whether i should regret giving him the perfume, but then again, all i can blame, is my foolish heart. for believing that he wont treat me wrong anymore. im wrong, yet again. come to think of it - he's always making me upset. there was only 1 week, one bloody week that i was happy every day. then he made me upset all over again. i guess my wish of being happy for at least a month can never be fulfilled. i wonder though, how many times is he going to make me cry over him. this is the 3rd time, and im confident of this, still counting.

Rei bboyed at 23:53

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

i found out that he smoked weed last night. he said he wasnt ready to tell me, and that he would have told me 2-3 days later. i was so stunned, my whole mind went blank. all that was in my mind was "he bloody hell smoked weed". i got really mad, and i wanted to leave. then he started saying like he knew i would get mad, thats why he didnt wanna tell me then. what kind of reasoning is that?? he knew i would get mad, but he still smoked weed. he began promising me he wouldnt do it again. i reminded him that was what he told me a few days ago. after awhile, i wasnt mad anymore. i was more of disappointed and hurt. and at the end of everything, all that was left was my deflated heart, and whatever trust i had in him, was lost. kinda ironic how 2 days ago, i was blogging that i dont have the confidence he wouldnt return back to his olf lifestyle. and yesterday night, he proved me right.

Rei bboyed at 15:10

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

my friend sent me this! bei, you definitely should check this out! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/numa.php

and this is the flash animation done by that guy himself.
http://www.big-boys.com/articles/idle.html

Rei bboyed at 19:59

Monday, October 24, 2005

bahhh. been trying to study these past few days for my exams.. but im failing miserably!! i really should start working hard...

and i saw this article on the sunday times! i blanched. teens nowdays are having sex just to get branded goods/money!!! omg- what happen to morals and principles. (>.<) whatever happened to self-respect and self-love? a few thousand of years of civilization... and this is how the society ends up. drugs, violence, sex. (>.<) i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate people like that. (>.<) maybe thats a reason why im upset with him so often - cox he was like that before, and i dont have the security that he wont ever go back to that lifestyle again.

Rei bboyed at 15:45

Monday, October 17, 2005

erbx. whatever. we thought we were being nice friends by telling her the truth. but she betrayed us instead. im so f-ing pissed now. we shall decide how to deal with her.

anyways, today was cool!! i got my dress for the friday party! from some BCBG xxx shop which i forgot. still, the dress is sooo nice! tube dress!! hahahahaha it costs $800 plus, but after some lameass 12% discount, it became $760 plus.. not much, but at least i saved a few bucks. hahaha i think i should start saving some money.. and it was fun eating at crystal jade again with hari, andrea, karen, xuemin and yahui! my beloved chinese herbal jelly and eggtarts :))) yummm. and hari got her clothes for the party too! the whole set. how cool! i love her top!! i'm still missing a 101 things. (;_;) but xuemin is worse. she wanna sew her own dress for the party -______-"

Rei bboyed at 20:57

Friday, October 14, 2005

i was playing spin the bottle with chloe, but cox i was damn tired after playing badminton, i didnt wanna do any dares, just truth. then bart came over and soon, matthew was playing with us too. but we changed the game to truth or dare. shawn also joined us, after his ah-hem got touched twice cox of the dares. hahahaa and they all had stupid dares man!! shawn had to poledance in the middle of the badminton courts, he had to kiss lutfie's ass, kiss anisa, shout 'i love you' to this thai exchange student and lick bart's armpit! grossssss. i cant remember what did matthew do... i only remember him licking bart's nipple. (>.<) gross man.. the things they come up with! oh yeahh. jingwen joined halfway. and he had to lick bart's face. hahahaaa for me, i had to shout either 'i love you, bart' or 'bart you are cute'. obviously i chose the cute one :$ so embarassing man! i had to give bart a hickey too.. but i just scratched his neck and made it look like a hickey. hahahahaha so lame. matthew and jeremy were trying to look inside the toilet -_____-" i kissed this thai girl on the cheeks, and i had to french chloe. hahaha the whole thing was so funny, except the truths. cox they asked each other really sick things! i had to keep covering my ears (>.<)

went out with hari, andrea and karen after school. and i found a pretty dress!! wheeee! we ate at crystal jade and i just love their egg tarts! yumm. wanna go back again for the chinese herbal jelly :D

Rei bboyed at 23:30

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

ok. kinda dumb. turns out that we got upset over really dumb things. hahaa so we are ok now. guess who helped us patch up? hok. hahahahaa somebody whom i have never talked to before.. until yesterday.

anyways, went out with karen, andrea and hari today!! we went to forum toys R' us and we had so much fun trying on all the halloween masks there!
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and yeahh!! we are so excited about the upcoming party that the 4 of us and bart are going!! shopping for our clothes this friday -clap hands cant wait!!

Rei bboyed at 20:15

Monday, October 10, 2005

here i am, trying to convince your critics wrong, but you have to prove them right time and time again. im sorry that i dont love you. it's not that i cant - i dont dare to. my heart hurts so even when i like you so much. can you imagine if you break it when i'm in love with you? and when the sun sets, the tears fall, it's not you who catches them, but every other person.

Rei bboyed at 20:17

went to school happily today! but during maths class, we sorta had a quarrel and i moved to sit with azzy. and after class, he stormed out. even minoo and justin noticed and they were asking me about it. -whatever he's always hurting me.

anyways, denise, angeline, azzy, chloe, minoo and me went to cine to meet hari, karen and andrea. minoo had to go off halfway, and the rest of us watch the 40 year old virgin!! omg- all the porno scenes (>.<)
after the show, all of us parted. andrea and karen had to go home; angeline and chloe back to school; azimah to meet ahmad; denise to home too while hari and me went off to look around for a dress for a cocktail party next friday. its so hard looking for a nice knee-length dress thats formal and expensive enough!! damn. maybe i should start trying bridal shops?? hahahaha but thats stupid. from heeren, we went to paragon. then tangs, and finally, four seasons hotel. couldnt find anything thats nice. bahhh. we gave up on account of our tired legs.

cabbed to forum where i bought a tamagotchi! but im only going to start it up tomorrow. cox... cox... its more meaningful. hahaha cox tmr is 11th oct. not that it means anything since he wont remember. i mean, we just quarrelled on the eve. like wow, how wonderful. xy said give it more time.. it will get better. i guess i'll just have to wait... like always.

on the bright side, today was really fun with hari! its been a long time since we had so much fun! kind of miss the old days and everything :))) at least the day ended on a good note :))))

Rei bboyed at 18:39

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

happy birthday jei!!

hmm. jei's birthday was kinda planned last minute, so in the end, we didnt do much. sorryyyy. we shall re-celebrate your birthday again ok? :)) this time with more bangs :)))

Rei bboyed at 23:49

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

angela tied matthew's hair today. hahaa he looks so adorable
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anyways, school was ok, though contact time was abit scary. bart and minoo started shouting at each other >.< on the bright side, hari came back! hahahaa happy happy. wanted to go to karen's house to meet her, but bart wouldnt let me leave... he said i have to _____ him before i leave. which i refused. so i spent a good 20 minutes there, saying no. hahaa

it's amazing to see people being amiable to each other, but when backs are turned, knifes are drawn. dont their conscience say something? but i guess they have buried theirs under layers of phony pretense, desiring for popularity, and ego. by putting down others, they think they are of higher value than them. but, truth be told, they are of the same calibre, or maybe, worse. and when you bitch about one to another, the person hearing the bitching would wonder 'is he/she doing that behind me too?' in the end, everybody is tensed cox trust has eroded, friendship pulvarized. but they go on, pretending things are ok, so that they can still have "friends", and they wont appear lonely and go on living their dreams of being popular. but reality will crash one day, and even if they can stick their heads in the ground for the rest of their lives, deep inside, they do know, that they are alone.

Rei bboyed at 20:55