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Thursday, April 27, 2006

I shouldn't have cried. I shouldn't have. Now my tears have broken a dam. It has unleashed the fearsome waves. What can I do now?

Rei bboyed at 21:15

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Hooking up with Di yesterday made me realised something - I've known her for 4 years. My god. How time flies. It seems just yesterday when I first met her at cine with Andrew and her skateboarding gang. One thing lead to another. The train of thought started chugging.

+ I've known Shu, Weini, Val [primary school days] for 9 years.
+ I've known Jei, Kei, Vie, Luie, Lumpy, Van [and those whom I knew in lower sec days] for 7 years.
+ I've known Bei for 5 years.
+ I've known Hari for 4 years.
+ I've known karen for 2 years.
+ I've known sfms people for 1 year.

I'm astounded. But I'm glad to have all these nice people with me :)) and I kind of miss the old days of 동화 (;_;)

Rei bboyed at 21:01

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

I've managed to hit 41kg. Definitely not proud of that.

You Are From Neptune

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You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

What Planet Are You From?

Rei bboyed at 02:05

Sunday, April 23, 2006

I had pretty much of a miserable week. Chaos reigned. Hurray-

First of all, I was MIA for a few days. I don't want to kick up much of a big fuss, so I'm not going to say what happened.

Secondly, I was nearly forced to go somewhere I didn't want to go, and do something I didn't want to do. For that, I threw a tantrum and yay, I escaped.

Thirdly, I'm suddenly embroiled in this really weird situation. It's so out of the blue, I'm still reeling from it. And I want to complain about the confusion of the whole scandal:

Bart called me and asked how can I ever know a person like Xantos. Upon further probing, he said that Xantos told his girlfriend [whom somone said they broke up, but another person claimed that they are still together] that I bitched about her to him. Apparently, I had called her a slut/bitch whatever-else-I-was-supposed-to-have-said and she got mad. Like, hello? I don't even know her, and I didn't even know she was with Bart until Xantos told me himself. Why would I bitch about someone I don't even know?! AND I DO NOT BITCH! Then I heard from another person that Xantos was angry at me because I rejected him [to which I do NOT have any recollection at all], so he lied to the girl, who flew into a rage and humiliated Bart in front of his friends, whom are siding the girl AND Xantos because they themselves don't exactly condone Bart's character and the way he treats girls. That's the 2nd story. Xantos's the 3rd one. He denied everything, saying that Bart is trying to ruin him and that he didn't tell the girl anything, nor did he bitch about Bart to Bart's friends. But yet ANOTHER person told me that actually, everything is ok!

NOW CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHO THE HELL IS LYING AND WHY AM I INVOLVED IN THIS SHIT AT ALL?! I WAS JUST BLOODY HELL SITTING LIKE A SICK DUCK AT HOME THINKING ABOUT MAKING BENTOS! GOD! IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO JUST SAY THE TRUTH?! PEOPLE!!

ok. I'm not that mad. I'm just annoyed because I'm not ready to tackle yet another problem. And it just sucks when you don't get the whole picture. Anyways, since I'm ill-equipped, I'm just going to ignore the problem, let the dust settle on it, and in the meanwhile, just love all. PEACE OUT.

Rei bboyed at 23:43

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

MAA awards is here! 6th May at Siam Paragon, Bangkok, Thailand!

Nominees for best Korean act:
1. SG Wannabe [SG 워나비]
2. Se7en [세번]
3. Tei [테이]
4. Buzz [버즈]
5. Wheesung [위성]

I wonder who's performing though. But whatever it is, whoever appears is going to win anyway. However, I was thinking, if neither Se7en nor Wheesung is going, I don't wanna go either. That is, until I found out Kangta's going to be there! 강타! and Thaitanium's going to perform too! Not forgetting Teriyaki Boyz!! Egad! I WANT TO GO! But I need to know how to get tickets.

Rei bboyed at 23:01

Monday, April 17, 2006

Who will pinch me to wake me up?
Who will laugh at me when I fall?
Whose breath will I listen for so that I may sleep?
Whose hand will I hold so that I may walk?

Again, it's the many times of the year when I get emotional. I've been crying myself to sleep for 2 days straight. Of course, with the accompaniment of a melancholic tune - 인연 by 이선희. And no, I'm not having any PMS. Never had any, wouldn't have any. I think I should brace myself for the 3rd night. Note to thyself: Prepare more tissues by bedside.

Rei bboyed at 18:58

Sunday, April 16, 2006

went out with murdoch to cine again! AND I FREAKING LOST MY HANDPHONE! i swear it was in my bag! it cant possibly have dropped out from my bag right? T_T it was pretty depressing. i couldnt finish my sushi T_T i had to message jei to cancel our meeting in the night, and i had to call bart to get his friend's number who could give me xantos's number. i utterly baulked at that idea, but i HAD to meet xantos. it was an utter waste of time anyway. he denied having his friend's number. [i found out later that the friend's name is boy. another boy -___-"]

anyways, we watched the art of seduction with candy, another vietnamese girl who's from st francis. we wanted to watch reincarnation, but the 7.20 show was sold out. 11.35 was just too far away. back to candy! she's soooo pretty! her coloured irises were fake, but her eyes were just too pretty to look into. she's sooooo sweet and gentle. she thinks time crisis is a fun game, and yelps each time something explodes. she is touchy and loves hooking arms. i can go on and on. best thing is, she likes me too! XD hurray! we even took sticky pix. where she hugged me XD

and i met di! she was quite shocked to see me, i think. she talked about the times when i had shorter hair than her.. -____-" saw shawn too! i love his hair! or the nonexistent hair.. hahahaha but it was so adorable! it's so pokey ;p he started talking about this movie he wanted to watch... but i kind of spaced out. no idea why. went down hoping to catch xantos, but i saw net instead! luckily for me, he knew boy! phew- got boy to call xantos and i finally passed him his money. he said he'll return in may; let's see about it. saw matthew and eugene again. matthew still looks the same. complete with the hat and tan. come to think of it, eugene looks the same too. i think, i would love to see how everyone is 10 years down the road. ok, that was quite bathos, but it would be interesting...

i have yet to give him an answer. frankly speaking, i dont know if i do want something to happen. he treats me well. in fact, i would even go as far as to say he's a gentleman. someone who would open doors for you, pull out chairs for you, pay for you, carry your bag, pick you up, send you back home, pay attention to you, notice every little detail etc. i appreciate it all, for never has a guy done all that before. i need comfort; he can give me that, but i'm not sure whether i want him to do that job. maybe i'm leading him on, maybe i'm just making him a substitute... i dont know. but i know, i could grow to like him. i used to do that, maybe it can happen again. but i dont know whether i want that. i wish life's more of those fairytales i read when i was young. girls grow up to be ladies, where shining knights in armour come one day to sweep them off their feet, to protect them, to love them. then it's happily ever after. i wish there would be a day i can use that in my life, "happily ever after".

Rei bboyed at 03:13

Saturday, April 15, 2006

i was bored out of my wits sitting at home and just waiting for time to pass. cox jei could only meet at 10plus T_T i started offering myself up for accompaniment to movies. i very nearly ended up going to cine with xantos, but luckily for me, murdoch asked me out at the very last minute! hurray!! [murdoch is my vietnamese ex-st francis classmate whom i recently got close to :)) she shares too many same interests as me!]

and so we reached cine around 7. murdoch wanted either black night or take the lead, but take the lead was at 9.55, so we settled for black night. FREAKING SCARY! i hatehatehatehatehate horror shows! i was covering my face half the time T_T black night is basically 3 short films. the first one was from hongkong. THAT was the scariest. the following japanese and thai one wasn't so bad, though the ghost in the thai film freaked me out. but the story was pretty sad - my eyes watered.

met up with kathy, another vietnamese ex-classmate, though i dont really know her. she wanted to practise her pool skills, so we went up. i utterly suck at pool please. whatever justin and nick taught me, it all came to naught. but there were eyecandies in the table beside us, so it wasn't so bad XD net came halfway; he wanted me to watch movie with him, but i couldnt make it cox i was supposed to wait for jei. didnt manage to meet her in the end anyway. it was pretty late after she ended her movie, and she had work the next day T_T anyways, i saw junyi at pool!! sooooo cool! he remembers how i look like! he looked so small, short and cute. hahaha

kathy had to go home, so murdoch and i went to nydc to snack. walked around cine to cure the fullness in our stomachs and we played arcade! but murdoch had no idea how to play time crisis T_T so i couldnt play too T_T booo. there's no challenge in playing time crisis nowadays.

Rei bboyed at 02:25

Thursday, April 13, 2006

saw keeping mum on monday. i expected it to be a funny movie though, rowan atkinson being the lead and all. but there was too much dialogue and too little action. an average movie only bahh.

went out with jei yesterday! we went to far east where we shopped! and yes, jei darhh, a girl can never have enough earrings :)) i totally agree with you on that. especially long dangly ones with bright colours XD we went to cine and ate at the taiwan shihlin place. started laughing at the old times and how everyone was... damn i miss them (>.<) all those lame arguments, the clique politics, the switching of loyalties, the teachers... i miss the old clique. we never managed to ever have a real gathering. bahh- anyways, we watched inside man! utterly brilliant. i love movies like this! it makes me wanna watch it again, or get the dvd. and yes, i am getting the dvd when it comes out! great plot, cool action, fantastic dialogue... it didnt even feel like 2 hours plus. time just flew man. if i have to rate this movie, it'll be.... "BEYOND GODLIKE"

upcoming movies that i'm dying to watch:
1. SCARY MOVIE4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. reincarnation [though i hate scary movies, i think the storyline is pretty cool]
3. take the lead [dance movie!]
4. the producers [looks like a slapstick comedy]
can't think of anything else. i think that sums it up. haha wheee~ but who to watch with?

Rei bboyed at 16:38

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

bei, i admire your magnanimity in forgiving justin. you have my utmost respect.

Rei bboyed at 20:39

Sunday, April 09, 2006

crescent girls' school - my alma mater

the road sign before turning in

the slope up to school

the foyer where the taxis always drop me off early in the morning

the beloved general office where i spent most of my afternoons sitting outside

and of course, always looking up to see if any teachers are coming down. cox half the time, i'm playing with fellow detainees XD

the rotanda leading to the classroom blocks, echo and futura. i hate it when i was sec 1. imagine the number of stairs i had to climb to reach the top! but the flags are pretty, ehh? during japan/korea world cup, i wanted to steal the american flag and hang it in my bedroom hahaha

the classes i was in. 1e9, 2s3 [change of name], 3s3... the sec 1 level looks small, doesnt it?

3s3 was the most memorable times. the classroom's right at the end after you turn out from the rotanda.

view of echo block from 3s3. notice the curve, that's where the washrooms are situated. so to go there, i had to walk a long flight of corridor, take 2 flights of stairs, and walk again. tiring huh? and ahh- the study pavillion. nestled in between echo and futura. i remember azlin threatening to throw farida down from 3s3 into the pond if she didnt shut up. and also, this particular detention when i was made to scrub the tables T_T

the path out of school through the side gate. we used to brazenly walked out of school to mobil, or to skip school entirely.

the slope up! part of the sec 1 and 4 mass run route. i used to hate running up [or strolling up, for that matter], though it felt great to run down.

and other landmarks of crescent...

mini forum - see those brown cupboards? they are called pigeonholes. for us to submit late homework, or just anything to the teachers. all you have to do is hunt the hole with the right teacher's name.

the parade square's podium - mrs lee used to stand up there every morning to give pep talks, all of which i slept through. did i mention i was specially requested to stand right in front too? she knew all too well of my habit to skip school.

the hall - looking at the stage just reminds me of 1 thing. the performance on teachers' day :)) pinnacle of my time in crescent

canteen - miss the stalls, and the aunties/uncles behind them.

met a couple of teachers too:

1. teo chor cheng - my food and nutrition teacher. she remembers me all too well, though she only taught me for a year.
2. lee bee yann - principal. she was busy giving orders on a phone, so we just nodded heads.
3. karen yap - maths teacher of 2002 [for a brief 6 months], 2003, 2004. her son was wailing away. haha i remember him. i had private tuition with her at tanglin, and her son grew so attached with me, he insisted on holding my hands till i had to leave.
4. lim hong geok - chinese teacher and form teacher of 2002. she said i look more feminine XD
5. gary tan - he didnt teach me. but he laughed his jolly self when he saw me. "this one.. i remember this one." he teased me about the times when i was slave to art, drawing and doodling everywhere T_T
6. saardar khan - home econs teacher of 2000, 2001. taught me FnN with chor cheng too. of course she remembers me. 3 years of hell for her XD i distinctly remember her telling me, at the end of sec 2, to please never take up FnN in sec 3. too bad for her, i did.
7. sharon goh - co-form teacher with mdm lim of 2002. a student injured herself, so she had no time to talk to us.

i didnt manage to catch tricia goh nor azlin though :(( dang. i'll have to go back another day again, i guess.

anyways, it was my granny's birthday dinner at night. we went to hanabi at king's arcade cox my uncle's a personal friend of the chef. i had to wear a skirt! ok, that wasn't so bad. the worse was, I HAD TO WEAR HEELS! argh! i should chuck those away man! sneakers own all.

watched eight below and cried T_T i miss him so much. why did i give him up?? i wonder if he still remembers me.. remembers the time we had together. i wonder if he misses me at all. but i know he's happy now.. well-cared for. i still can't help but feel a twinge of guilt and regret. cox i wish, im the one who's caring for him now. how i want so much to hug him again...

Rei bboyed at 18:37

Saturday, April 08, 2006

to all you poor souls who never had the chance to be in an elite school - the day has come...

IT'S CRESCENT GIRLS' SCHOOL FUNFAIR DAY!

ahhh- the swelling of pride in my bosom. i feel like weeping with patriotism T_Tv yes, the girl who's infamous for her attitude and antics actually love crescent. i'm pretty sure mrs lee bee yann misses me too. after all, how can she ever forget those little chitchats in her office? and the days of me serving detention/suspension outside the general office? HAHA. ohh bee yann, just a few more hours and you'll get to see this lovely face of mine.

and soon, i'll get to see those shameless scums of the earth trying desperately to get girls' numbers too. no, i take that back. unless you're from a boys' school, you're one of those shameless scums of the earth. lesbians are of an entirely different category altogther. you are welcomed with open arms.

Rei bboyed at 08:01

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

i was surfing through the net when i stumbled upon this wacko of a scientist, Dr. Jonas Zizlesse. how the heck do you even pronounce his name. anyways, apparently while he was researching on female breast reconstruction, he had an "amazing" newton moment. he reasoned that breasts are only fats with nipples and thus, struck upon this "astounding" discovery - fat is only ugly until you put a nipple on it! and so...

these freaks of nature were born. and check out this line from him.

"Why waste all of that time working out, or put all of that effort into dieting, when you can simply have Dr. Zizlesse construct a nipple or two on your problem areas -- thus improving your attractiveness ten, twenty, even a hundred times!"

like whatever the hell?!?! so if i have a pair of thunder thighs, im supposed to stick 2 nipples on them to look appealing?! either this is a joke... or these people have to be really screwed intellectually to actually believe it's beautiful. and that doctor whatsoever, is either a fake, or he just gave an entire new meaning to mad scientist.

Rei bboyed at 21:07

Monday, April 03, 2006

on 1st april, i got this hilarious message from faustine. something along the lines of "i dont know whether to tell you this, but you have to believe me. i really love you [followed by empty spaces till you scroll down] to sleep well. happy april fool's day!" and so i sent it to everyone in my phonebook. and in the next hour, i got back so many funny messages!

"are you sure?"
"really?"
"i love you too *muacks*"
"?"
"what the fuck. you send wrong message is it"
"i knew it"

only stupid jei saw through it T_T you're such a wet blanket! ohh, minoo was the funniest. he actually called me the next day to tell me "YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO IS IT?!" hahahahahaha XD apparently his girlfriend read the message and nearly slapped him.. till she scrolled down. seriously, i have no idea why people dont know how to scroll down when it's so obvious the message hasn't been read finished!

Rei bboyed at 15:44